Thursday, December 16, 2004

Birthday Crap...

Was initially quite confident of my ece one... Until i went fer the review session... Dunno if its cos i was a lil dazed when i woke up (yes, i slept at the review session again!) but i a bit the dunno wad the guy is talking about... Arrgh.. A lil kan cheong liaoz... So go home had to like read up a lil... Not tt it'll help much anyway... but still, helps to boost my morale...

Nothing much went on e day, except tt being my bday, i was in a gd mood all e time... Until... I realised that i had indeed grown FATTER!!! NOoooo... N to think tt i cant fit into one super "sui" shirt from a great fren... Arrgh... Haiz... I tried out this shirt some time ago, n pardon me fer reiterating e blatant fact, but i really looked not bad in it... Was very tempted to buy it, but due to me being a poor boy, barely coping with my struggling finances, i din buy it... Nv tot he'd get it fer me... but this shall be my motivation to go on a diet... Grr... I've been telling myself tt i'll run at least once every 2 days back in sg... But it seems as though its only an excuse fer me to eat more now... Hmm... Excuses...

Warning: The below paras are juz some random thoughts of me which could be immensely boring, (sry but tts wad this blog is abt... E boring me...), thought-provoking ( its juz something i hope fer it to be though i know its not), or CRAP... (this shd be e correct description fer 99.99% of the times)

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Delusions... Its sometimes how amazing one actually deludes himself into stuff... There are many things in life that do not go as planned but yet, we can actually delude ourselves into believing stuff we want to believe... the human mind is just so .... juz so... (paiseh, me english cmi one, vocab a bit bad, cant think of word) Yet, sometimes, delusions are the way to go in life... To keep urself happy... Even though u may not be tt gd in certain stuff, by deluding urself bt it, n having the confidence to do it may in fact become a fact of life... Hmm...

Its the same thing as how sometimes ppl try to escape from reality... We run away from stuff, we avoid stuff, prefer instead to leave it dangling there instead of juz facing up to it... We seek solace in friends, diaries, n some even objects w/out life... Yet, this is but another process of facing up to reality... Personally, as we bring out these events from our minds, we tend to form lil opinions of the sub-events, which eventually brings us to a deeper understanding of the whole matter...
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Well, hope u're stil awake now Or if u're e smart one n juz skipped to this part... here's the random quote of the day: " Unreciprocated trust: the existence of one-way friendships..."

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