The drama din get less dramatic... I din get less emotionally involved in it... I still rooted for the same people, felt sad when bad things happen, felt great when good things happen...

And its exactly the same way towards people... I would've wanted to be more barnish, but I still want to keep this faith I have about life, about people, about everything. This is faith is what makes me me and I dont ever want to give it up...

But there is a difference b/w now and then... Now I can actually pull myself away from it and look at the actual life I have...

Went to the beach to jog today... The sun was nice, and that really made my day... The sun always reminds me of hope, and makes me feel positive about everything...

Let me end with a quote from One Tree Hill:
" Eventually, we learn to define happiness on our own terms, in spite of the pain people have caused us..." So true... So true...