Ronald once told me that if he had the chance he would want to fast forward all this time here, just like click. I asked myself the same qn, and I couldnt find the answer. But now i do.

I want to fast forward ALL my weekends w/out soccer. I dun speak during weekends, except the occasional 'Hi' to my housemate when I see him. I dun do anything except look into my laptop. In fact, even if there is some hot babe outside right now that wants to hang out, I'm not even sure I want to do that. If there is 1 thing I really want and have the slightest possible chance of doing right now, its asking for permission to go back to work during weekends. Cos as no life as it seems, that really is the part about my stay here which I do not want to forward.

Been watching '2 n a half men' for a few weeks now. N there was 1 episode yday when Alan just got married to some dumb blonde bimbo. N I started to think. N I actually think I would be able to settle for such a person. I dun really need to connect intellectually with my wife, I alr have intellectual frens. I just need someone simple, drama-less, conflict-less n HOT. Sounds to me that a vietnam bride might just possibly fit the bill.