Too much...
Finally, everything's over... Yay! Stress gone, instead left me wondering wad i shd do now... Like no aim here, nothing to do since not everyone done... shall juz escape to sg to relax... Now, instead i'll be gng to some drinking thingy which aint really my cup of tea... Hope nothing much will happen... as in no trouble will happen to me...
All of a sudden, i feel tired... A cloud of lethargy sets in... Enveloping me... surrounding me... Not brain tired ( i can still do cal 3d! lolz.. nah j/k...) Nor physically(i believe i can still run 5 km... Err, or maybe not... Too unfit to do tt liaoz... )But spiritually... Come to think of it... Y take on so much stuff at times... Maybe its finally time fer me to rest...
But at this pt of time...think maybe its a gd idea to contemplate washing your hands off everything tts happening ard you now... (if u're one of those helpful sorts, or put it blatantly, a busybody like me... ) Sometimes, u juz get involved too much until u may present urself to be overly enthu or nice to ppl... Yet u may be expecting too much from them... Could be... Expecting em to be a lil more considerate? To be a lil more responsible? To be a lil more caring... But if u wanna do it, then u shd do it wif no regrets... U shdnt be expecting anything at all... not even the slightest bit of repayment from em... But are u saintly enough for that? U may be... but it could be jolly well tt u're doing wad u are juz to make urself feel happy, and not really genuine concern fer them... So, mebbe its time u start thinking n understanding urself a lil better... Yeah, wad i'm doing now! Haha...
Sometimes, u could really be taken fer granted... Juz becos u're someone whom everyone can juz ask out easily, ask to do stuff, ask fer company... Someone too "sui bian"? Yet at times, u juz ask urself if u can seriously "harden" ur heart... Or will u be back to ur old self soon? Will u be in this state ferever? Or will this thought juz be a transient part of ur thoughts n before long, u'll be back to ur old self... jolly... happy... bouncy... Lively... Animated... Well, u get e idea... lolz... But its always gd to remain in one state... Switching back n forth only creates unpleasant memories... Hope i can remain solemn ferever now... Forget my crappiness... Then at least, i'll be able to sit down n mug more... Instead of doing crap stuff everytime i try to study... (like moving to seats closer to mei nus when i study) Haha... Lolz...
Random quote of the day: "Utilizing assumptions elevates ur life, relying on it breaks ur life"
===> Sometimes u may think u're doing it fer their own gd, but in actual fact, u nv know whether wad u do is really what they want, or wad is gd fer them...
All of a sudden, i feel tired... A cloud of lethargy sets in... Enveloping me... surrounding me... Not brain tired ( i can still do cal 3d! lolz.. nah j/k...) Nor physically(i believe i can still run 5 km... Err, or maybe not... Too unfit to do tt liaoz... )But spiritually... Come to think of it... Y take on so much stuff at times... Maybe its finally time fer me to rest...
But at this pt of time...think maybe its a gd idea to contemplate washing your hands off everything tts happening ard you now... (if u're one of those helpful sorts, or put it blatantly, a busybody like me... ) Sometimes, u juz get involved too much until u may present urself to be overly enthu or nice to ppl... Yet u may be expecting too much from them... Could be... Expecting em to be a lil more considerate? To be a lil more responsible? To be a lil more caring... But if u wanna do it, then u shd do it wif no regrets... U shdnt be expecting anything at all... not even the slightest bit of repayment from em... But are u saintly enough for that? U may be... but it could be jolly well tt u're doing wad u are juz to make urself feel happy, and not really genuine concern fer them... So, mebbe its time u start thinking n understanding urself a lil better... Yeah, wad i'm doing now! Haha...
Sometimes, u could really be taken fer granted... Juz becos u're someone whom everyone can juz ask out easily, ask to do stuff, ask fer company... Someone too "sui bian"? Yet at times, u juz ask urself if u can seriously "harden" ur heart... Or will u be back to ur old self soon? Will u be in this state ferever? Or will this thought juz be a transient part of ur thoughts n before long, u'll be back to ur old self... jolly... happy... bouncy... Lively... Animated... Well, u get e idea... lolz... But its always gd to remain in one state... Switching back n forth only creates unpleasant memories... Hope i can remain solemn ferever now... Forget my crappiness... Then at least, i'll be able to sit down n mug more... Instead of doing crap stuff everytime i try to study... (like moving to seats closer to mei nus when i study) Haha... Lolz...
Random quote of the day: "Utilizing assumptions elevates ur life, relying on it breaks ur life"
===> Sometimes u may think u're doing it fer their own gd, but in actual fact, u nv know whether wad u do is really what they want, or wad is gd fer them...
posted by Blitzy at 11:28 PM
1 Comments:
you never noe what is really good for someone else...
you never noe what you just did is of help or making matters worse...nobody really noes..
as long as what you do indeed comes sincerely from your genuine heart of friendship with no expectations of what you will gain out of the situation...then no matter what happens,you have nothing to feel bad about...
life is too short to be questioning about others actions when we ourselves hardly noe why we do what we do...
have a safe flight home :)
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