Extreme happiness n pain...
Once again, my clique nv fail to amaze me... By giving me a surprise which i totally anticipate at all... Wah, this time i was like touched beyond words... din even know wad to say to em... Its juz a simple present, but its sth tt some part of my mind would want, but yet i'm always too lz to even go buy it... Think its one of e rare times i'm really surprised...
Yet, it makes me even sadder tt i'm leaving them again... Really wanna bring em wif me, or stay here wif em... Hang out together... Arrgh...
Today however, had to undergo a lil pain... blood gushed out, n split onto doc's pants... Now walking wif a limp... Its been so long since i experienced such physical pain... Arrgh... But at least, it reminds me of e tough times i've been thru... e pain in e army... Glad tt its all over...
Come to think of it, there's always been a comparison btw physical stuff n mental stuff... Eg. would u rather be physically stressed (army) or mentally stressed (exams)... during jc, i was looking ferward to my army time... When i do not haf to think of e exams... i can be relaxed mentally... But in army, i think of e times tt i no need to feel so shag... in renaissance of e past... where i can juz mug hw which is easier than trying to chiong sua... Hmm...
B4 i left fer sg, i felt quite reluctant to leave pitt... Now tt i'm back in sg, i'm reluctant to go to pitt... think its cos i'm a person who's unwilling to change... I dun like changes, esp abrupt changes like a change in environment... cos i'm always unsure... Unsure of what lies ahead...
How bt u? Are u satisfied wif ur present life? Or do u look back n think tt the past is better... I tend to think tt ppl will always try to compare life now wif tt in e past... then bask in e past gd life or past glories...
Today i shall not give any random quote... But rather, a quote from a fren which i forgot to publish last time...
"Pls dun make my dog bark at u, it has a weak heart" (no sarcasm or hidden meaning... i juz find it so farnie...)
Yet, it makes me even sadder tt i'm leaving them again... Really wanna bring em wif me, or stay here wif em... Hang out together... Arrgh...
Today however, had to undergo a lil pain... blood gushed out, n split onto doc's pants... Now walking wif a limp... Its been so long since i experienced such physical pain... Arrgh... But at least, it reminds me of e tough times i've been thru... e pain in e army... Glad tt its all over...
Come to think of it, there's always been a comparison btw physical stuff n mental stuff... Eg. would u rather be physically stressed (army) or mentally stressed (exams)... during jc, i was looking ferward to my army time... When i do not haf to think of e exams... i can be relaxed mentally... But in army, i think of e times tt i no need to feel so shag... in renaissance of e past... where i can juz mug hw which is easier than trying to chiong sua... Hmm...
B4 i left fer sg, i felt quite reluctant to leave pitt... Now tt i'm back in sg, i'm reluctant to go to pitt... think its cos i'm a person who's unwilling to change... I dun like changes, esp abrupt changes like a change in environment... cos i'm always unsure... Unsure of what lies ahead...
How bt u? Are u satisfied wif ur present life? Or do u look back n think tt the past is better... I tend to think tt ppl will always try to compare life now wif tt in e past... then bask in e past gd life or past glories...
Today i shall not give any random quote... But rather, a quote from a fren which i forgot to publish last time...
"Pls dun make my dog bark at u, it has a weak heart" (no sarcasm or hidden meaning... i juz find it so farnie...)
posted by Blitzy at 8:03 AM
1 Comments:
Funny meh. He is 15 years old leh. That's equivalent to a 105 year-old human. He has to take medicine every single day for the rest of his life for his heart. No joke okay.
I guess it's not so much that we had it better in the past, but that we have unwittingly kept the good memories and let go of the bad. We have filtered all the pain, boredom, disasters, of yesteryear and now it seems so perfect to return to. It's a good thing, I think. But then it becomes not so good a thing to dwell on it and be obsessed with wanting to be in a different time. You have "now." Make memories for tomorrow. :)
Also, from your previous post: If everyone believes in ur belief, then does it mean tt ur belief becomes the truth?The answer is No. The point of the truth is that even if no one else believes, it will still be true. Like, I know gravity exists -- doesn't matter to me whether you believe or not, it will always be true for me. If I throw a pig in the air, I know that it will land on the ground. It will be true in spite of what anyone or everyone else believes.
Sorry to rant! Got carried away. ;) Have a good trip (back?) AND WHAT IS WITH ALL THE BLOOD?!
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