Regret...
Haiz, nv tot i'd be here again stressed over my finals after tt concepts was over... Stats!!! Arrgh... N its really so difficult to understand... Shd have started earlier... But yet, i din... Come to think of it, y is the correctness of a decision based only on the outcome? Why cant it be based the moment we make a decision? But we've considered several factors before we make our choices... So y cant we think of it this way? When u make ur decision, n u think tt u've already "zhuan dao" (earned) from the decision u make, just be happy about it... think u'll be happier this way... At least i do...
Moving house... Hate the mere thought of it... I seriously hate big changes... I'm constantly trying to make my life better by some minor changes, but big ones really put me off... esp when its a change of environment... Guess this time the change should be gd... At least i'm getting my own room... And also, i think my own big bed... Which shd be comfy... i hope... N of cos, nice roommates.... though i think i'll miss Damon for his inspirations... Such as, eating ice-cream, doing homework n stuff... N of cos, e ever lovable Lisa who's ferever keeping me entertained wif her funny self... But well, i'll still be near em next sem... Hope i wun miss them too much...
Do u think a lot? Like about life, and whats happening to ppl ard u n stuff like that? Well, i've always wondered how it is like to just lead a simple life... *Going to aus to rear cows on a peaceful farm...* my retirement dream... but now things aint bad too... Wif stuff to keep u occupied, u wun think too much, they say... But yet, i am still thinking bt stuff... stuff which an ans can nv be reached... which u dun even know how right u are... which u have no ctrl over...
Starting to miss ppl in sg... Wondering how my frens are doing... long time nv talk to them liao... hope everyone's leading a good life out there... At least from wad i know, most are having the same mugging n playing lifestyle, like before... But come to think of it... Friends... Must it be a mutual thingy or are there people whom u really wish to be friends with but they nv seem to treat u as one? Or are there ppl whom u've really been close wif b4, but somehow, they juz seem to fade away, seemingly treating u as a stranger... Or ask urself this qn... Have u ever been the person's fren at all in the first place... Full of random stuff n crap tonight... Hoping to sleep early for my stats...
Random thought of e day "Its nv easy to forget anyone, the more u try the harder it gets..."
Moving house... Hate the mere thought of it... I seriously hate big changes... I'm constantly trying to make my life better by some minor changes, but big ones really put me off... esp when its a change of environment... Guess this time the change should be gd... At least i'm getting my own room... And also, i think my own big bed... Which shd be comfy... i hope... N of cos, nice roommates.... though i think i'll miss Damon for his inspirations... Such as, eating ice-cream, doing homework n stuff... N of cos, e ever lovable Lisa who's ferever keeping me entertained wif her funny self... But well, i'll still be near em next sem... Hope i wun miss them too much...
Do u think a lot? Like about life, and whats happening to ppl ard u n stuff like that? Well, i've always wondered how it is like to just lead a simple life... *Going to aus to rear cows on a peaceful farm...* my retirement dream... but now things aint bad too... Wif stuff to keep u occupied, u wun think too much, they say... But yet, i am still thinking bt stuff... stuff which an ans can nv be reached... which u dun even know how right u are... which u have no ctrl over...
Starting to miss ppl in sg... Wondering how my frens are doing... long time nv talk to them liao... hope everyone's leading a good life out there... At least from wad i know, most are having the same mugging n playing lifestyle, like before... But come to think of it... Friends... Must it be a mutual thingy or are there people whom u really wish to be friends with but they nv seem to treat u as one? Or are there ppl whom u've really been close wif b4, but somehow, they juz seem to fade away, seemingly treating u as a stranger... Or ask urself this qn... Have u ever been the person's fren at all in the first place... Full of random stuff n crap tonight... Hoping to sleep early for my stats...
Random thought of e day "Its nv easy to forget anyone, the more u try the harder it gets..."
posted by Blitzy at 10:07 PM
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