Sunday, October 09, 2005

Philosophizing...

Guess that kindaf explains the main theme of today eh? Its all about me and my readings.. Can safely say i spend ard 3 hrs reading the material for my paper... Yes, its just reading fer my 2 digit paper... But being the shan4 jie3 ren2 yi4 blitzy, i shall not bore u n put u to sleep wif the boring contents of my paper... I've suffered enuff... Haha... But 1 thing about philo is that it always opens up ideas which u have never contemplated before... (If u want evidence, i can pass u the essays written by Sher, Marnefee, etc...) So i guess tts enuff to convince u to accept my hypothesis eh? Haha... Think tt in life, we shd always try to expound newer ideas and instead of passing things off as intuition or i think so, try to really provide a logical argument for it... U may jolly well realise that u may have been wrong about stuff after all...

Came across a lil thought just now... But b4 i start, lemme ask a qn: How much do u like to listen to gossip or bitch about others? If ur answer is not at all, then i beseech u to go the to next para... I dun mind admitting, i like to listen to gossip bt others, n sometimes bitch about them... (yar larz, its only sometimes, not everytime... ) But was just thinking, how many times have others also bitched about u? Criticising u behind ur back...
"U know that day ar... That xxx is really... She keep ... "
Wah, then i start to think on how i would bitch about myself... (Ok, tts quite bo liao... i know... but well, u do need a break from all those philo stuff) N amazingly, i can come up with quite a lot of stuff about myself... If say, another person behaves this way, i would probably have bitched bt him/her liao... Omg... Dun tell me that all this time there has been people... Arrrgh... Maybe i'm not really that person i thought i was... Or rather, i'm much worse than i thought i am... Hmm... grew really scared for a moment, but then, i decided that i had no time to think about myself... Philo hw more impt... So back i went... Then i realised tt so what if i am not the perfect person i hope i am? So what if i am the person whom everyone bitches about... There's nothing i can do about it too... I am me and that is who i am... So long i have a clear conscience, without doing anything bad or so, i shd just continue to be my happy go lucky self... Yeah...
So moral of the story: being too concerned about what others think would only stress urself out, just be urself and do things as ur heart direct... (eg. if ur heart tells u to gimme $100 then do so... Dun be afraid that others may say u are stupid... )

N oh yar... Just something to bitch about again... Sry, tts me... But this issue... Hmm... think better not be too exact bt it... Else later kena slammed... but main idea is we shd try to be considerate... Considerate meaning, putting urself in the shoes of others and thinking if u'd feel good that way... the world is not fair i agree, some ppl are smarter or have certain talents... But tt dxn mean u shd be above anyone... or have more rights than others... I'm sure u've felt left out at times n u dun like that... So... pls dun do it to others too... Yeah...

think many ppl have read my last entry... Some clarifications... Those are the general type of ppl i dun like... It DOES NOT mean tt if u just got to know me, u're in that category... N if u c me still treating u as a fren, it means tt i dun c u as those kindaf ppl... N 1 more kind of person i dun like... Snobbish ppl who think they're above everyone... Just becos u're rich or smart or charming does not mean anything at all... I dun give a damn... Eh... Ok lar, unless mebbe u're a chio girl, like mischa barton... then i'd give a few more glances... N mebbe tolerate u a lil... But there's only 1 mischa barton so the rest of the ppl out there pls dun think u're above anyone else ok? Kk end of story...

Hmm... Now getting tired... Cant remember any gd quotes... Except 1 from my ex-roomie... Maybe a lil cold... mebbe thats y its kindaf cool when i think of it now... Brr...
Me n Alan playing winning 11... We taking tottenham against biringham... Then Damon takes over Alan... the first qn he asks... "How come so much pork?" Brrr...

N talking bt pork... just include 1 for luffs... Being a sgrean, my pronounciation was being corrected again... i pronounce muslim as "mus-lim" but my fren was saying tt its called "mus-lam" here... the "a" sound not very strong though... Then we had a few exchange of words, then she said something like "cant believe u guys cant pronounce 'mus-lam' correctly... "
Me: "Huh? Wad did u say?"

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