Im currently feeling sian... Very sian... No one can imagine how sian i am feeling right now...

Im sort of tired of socialising... I dun want to meet new ppl... I dun want to talk to ppl... I dun even want to see ppl... I dun want to freaking be the person organising stuff everytime... (not in reference to ktv this week) I dun want to freaking be the person asking ppl out... N i certainly dun want to be the person ppl say no to...

So screw it... I am not gng to try to organise stuff ANYMORE... n certainly, im not gng to jio anyone who EVER made me feel like an idiot...