Its been a while since i last blogged... Been having quite some fun since then... 1st of all there's std chart... The 21 km which i completed... YEah i know it aint really a huge feat or anything, but to me, it really is... My knees n ankles were really hurting during the run, n i wanted to just dash to the finishing line asap... But i managed to persevere throughout the last few km, which made me really proud of myself... And also made me know my limits...
Work is also getting better... I have more things to do now, not necessarily interesting things, but better than nothing... N i think im slowly getting used to things now... Which is good... But sometimes cant help but juz wonder at times bt my future in DSO... Cos im doing only development stuff, which anyone can do... I dun feel "unique"...
N as usual, i dun say much bt my family... For some reason, I nv liked to say anything bt my family... Its always been a dark thing, something which i always kept to myself... Guess im juz nt comfortable telling everything to ppl... Makes me feel kindaf vulnerable... I still remember the times when i really wish i had someone i could talk to... But the only person tt i would tell is the person i couldnt talk to... Kindaf ironic eh?
N a fren was telling me to sit down and think through wad i want in 3-5 years... N she told me tt at least 5 times within 5 mins... But how do i know wads best for me in 3-5 years? I only know wads best for me now... Im known for my pickiness, and many ppl are always asking me wad i want in girls... To be honest, i really cant say what i want, i only know what i dun want...
Not in order of any merit,
1. I dun want a girl who is too idealistic... I.e. forever thinking that we shd can save the world, help the world, etc... I prefer to be a bit more practical and know tt i can only do so much... N im contented making sure my family n frens are happie...
2. I dun want a girl who is too wild... Wild meaning will go up to pick up guys, will be easily picked up by guys... Will go sleeping ard as though its nth... I still need a sense of security...
3. I dun want a girl who is too dominant... Forever trying to control me and telling me what to do... Trying to make me do what she wants and not what i want... N not amenable to reason...
4. I dun want a girl who is too stay-home... just wanting to nua at home, not wanting to go out or do anything... I'd get bored easily...
5. I dun want a girl who is too independent... Someone who dxn need me at all to survive... Someone who knows exactly what she wants and is very head strong bt it... I actually want to be able to take care of someone...
6. I dun want a girl who dxn speak chinese... Even though i speak decent english, at least decent enuff to be able to talk to most ang mohs, i would prefer to be able to talk to someone in chinese... Make chinese/ hokkien jokes, etc...
7. I dun want a girl who is too pampered... Pampered in the sense of spending money like no one's business... Even though i know i can spend more on a girl than myself, but im no gold mine still...
8. Ironically, i dun want a scrooge also... I cant take ppl who are forever trying to save money n refusing to spend anything...
9. I dun want a girl who is an attention seeker... Someone who would juz keep trying to attract all the attention in a grp, someone i'd consider "extra"...
10. N i dun want a girl who is an air-head, contrary to popular belief... I still want someone to be able to engage me intellectually, maybe not on politics/soccer/world affairs, but at least someone who can talk to me bt other ppl, bt society, etc...
Work is also getting better... I have more things to do now, not necessarily interesting things, but better than nothing... N i think im slowly getting used to things now... Which is good... But sometimes cant help but juz wonder at times bt my future in DSO... Cos im doing only development stuff, which anyone can do... I dun feel "unique"...
N as usual, i dun say much bt my family... For some reason, I nv liked to say anything bt my family... Its always been a dark thing, something which i always kept to myself... Guess im juz nt comfortable telling everything to ppl... Makes me feel kindaf vulnerable... I still remember the times when i really wish i had someone i could talk to... But the only person tt i would tell is the person i couldnt talk to... Kindaf ironic eh?
N a fren was telling me to sit down and think through wad i want in 3-5 years... N she told me tt at least 5 times within 5 mins... But how do i know wads best for me in 3-5 years? I only know wads best for me now... Im known for my pickiness, and many ppl are always asking me wad i want in girls... To be honest, i really cant say what i want, i only know what i dun want...
Not in order of any merit,
1. I dun want a girl who is too idealistic... I.e. forever thinking that we shd can save the world, help the world, etc... I prefer to be a bit more practical and know tt i can only do so much... N im contented making sure my family n frens are happie...
2. I dun want a girl who is too wild... Wild meaning will go up to pick up guys, will be easily picked up by guys... Will go sleeping ard as though its nth... I still need a sense of security...
3. I dun want a girl who is too dominant... Forever trying to control me and telling me what to do... Trying to make me do what she wants and not what i want... N not amenable to reason...
4. I dun want a girl who is too stay-home... just wanting to nua at home, not wanting to go out or do anything... I'd get bored easily...
5. I dun want a girl who is too independent... Someone who dxn need me at all to survive... Someone who knows exactly what she wants and is very head strong bt it... I actually want to be able to take care of someone...
6. I dun want a girl who dxn speak chinese... Even though i speak decent english, at least decent enuff to be able to talk to most ang mohs, i would prefer to be able to talk to someone in chinese... Make chinese/ hokkien jokes, etc...
7. I dun want a girl who is too pampered... Pampered in the sense of spending money like no one's business... Even though i know i can spend more on a girl than myself, but im no gold mine still...
8. Ironically, i dun want a scrooge also... I cant take ppl who are forever trying to save money n refusing to spend anything...
9. I dun want a girl who is an attention seeker... Someone who would juz keep trying to attract all the attention in a grp, someone i'd consider "extra"...
10. N i dun want a girl who is an air-head, contrary to popular belief... I still want someone to be able to engage me intellectually, maybe not on politics/soccer/world affairs, but at least someone who can talk to me bt other ppl, bt society, etc...
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