Sunday, January 23, 2005

Oh what a fool i've been...

1 week has passed by quickly... Wif many stuff happening... After watching the movie" Being John Malkovich" thoughts start going into my head... If u could be anyone, who would u be? I'd choose me still... If the one u love aint u, would u want to change urself to be the one he/she loves? After u've changed urself, are u still u? Even then, the one he/she loves is no longer u... Or rather, it may be u physically, but spiritually? Or are we all capable of presenting our different facets at different times... such tt even if u change, its still u... cos i mean bluntly, u are u... But just to think a lil differently, if u change urself to a different nature, are u still u? So who am i, who are u? What is it that defines u from me, u from him, me from her... Who am i to u? Who am i to her? Hmm...

Sometimes, u nv know wad is real n false... At one time, u may think in this way... but after some time, u think differently again... Hmm... Y is the human mind so fickle? Or rather, y is my mind ferever changing...

The human mind keeps thinking n judging ppl ard u... yet, there're so many factors tt can possible affect ur judgment... until u question urself... Are my thoughts all biased in fact? Its a scary notion though... To know tt there are just so many perceptions tt u formed which may not be correct... U may have been wrong all the time... But life's all about mistakes i guess... Its better not to think so much n let ur heart do the ruling... Just follow ur heart...

Hail e arrival of homework! Yet, i'm still slacking away here... Homework mood gone, once again... As fast as it comes... it leaves... Sadly... Msn cant work today... Feel tt a part of my life is gone... Arrgh... Guess i've really become a net addict, ferever chatting wif ppl online.... But sadly, the net is not the only thing i'm addicted too... there're too many here... One of em being chocolates... Could feel the uneasiness in me once when after a meal, i longed for sweet stuff to chew upon... I really felt unease when i cant find any... In e end, had to use sweets t substitute fer it.. Arrgh... How to go on my diet lydat... Luckily i have no coffee addiction... But the greatest addiction still lies out there... Controlling my mood... Or am i wrong about myself again?

As probably u can c, today's more of the other side of Blitzy mood... When he starts thinking n gets dulan easily... (pardon e vulgarity)
Understanding Blitzy Chapter 4 (or is it 3?): Irresponsibility dxn go well with me, but i realise tt extraness's also dxn attract me...
but i shall be up n back again, after i eat my nice nice food...Lol... N watch my dvd later... Ekin cheng is juz so sei in Gu huo zai... Haiz, heng i nt a ger, else sure fall in love wif him... Now more concerned about Mischa Barton in OC2... Where she now hangs out wif... ... I really want Ryan to get back wif her, but I dun want Linzy to feel hurt too... After all, she's quite not bad too... (oops, i sound so superficial) Haha... But its definitely a great show... which can affect ur emotions quite easily...

Random quote of e day" U may not succeed if u try, but if u dun try, u'll definitely fail".
(a simple but very useful quote nonetheless)





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