Its just 1 night... N yet it changed so much stuff... Its really seldom tt i start to think about me again, work or play was occupying most of my mind... But it was times like this that made me think about stuff... When u make a decision... Should it be based upon the outcome at all? Shd u even stand true to a belief that u know may jolly well turn out to be false... Is it ever worthwhile to keep waiting and hoping... for something that may nv appear... N in e process, rejecting all other possible options... Sounds kindaf dumb isnt it? But think there're ppl who still stand firm to their own opinion.. The stupid ones...
There're many roads in front... 2 of which are particularly clear... 1 has a 90% chance of success, the other has only a 5% chance of success... the prizes that awaits are of similar form, but yet different... but y do i persist upon this arduous road? When i can take an easier path to success? Is it becos i really like this prize at the end that much? I dunno... Is it becos i like things which are harder to get? I dunno too... The more i think, the more questions i get which even i myself cant get answers too... I aint really the determined sort but yet y am i still trying hard? By my char, i shd have given up already... But...
Guess sometimes we dun even know ourselves that well... How well do u think u know urself? Are u sure of ur own feelings, beliefs, and thoughts, or are u actually trying to come up with a logical guess as to how you would feel, believe and think? And confused it with reality?
guess this just a rambling session for me... For me to try to say out whats troubling me without saying it out exactly... Machiam like implementing an interface in java... Writing down the method head w/out the exact methods... which reminds me of my sad assignment... which i thought i had finished but now, for some bizarre reason, there's somethign wrong wif it... help help... spent like the whole afternoon w/out much progress... And now here i am, occupied by other stuff instead of trying to debug it...
Nothing much accomplished today... With only increased nostalgic feelings... All e passion and interest in my studies seem to have be reduced by 50% overnight, just hope that it will all come back to me... Just feel like rambling a lil at times, saying what i think...
There're many roads in front... 2 of which are particularly clear... 1 has a 90% chance of success, the other has only a 5% chance of success... the prizes that awaits are of similar form, but yet different... but y do i persist upon this arduous road? When i can take an easier path to success? Is it becos i really like this prize at the end that much? I dunno... Is it becos i like things which are harder to get? I dunno too... The more i think, the more questions i get which even i myself cant get answers too... I aint really the determined sort but yet y am i still trying hard? By my char, i shd have given up already... But...
Guess sometimes we dun even know ourselves that well... How well do u think u know urself? Are u sure of ur own feelings, beliefs, and thoughts, or are u actually trying to come up with a logical guess as to how you would feel, believe and think? And confused it with reality?
guess this just a rambling session for me... For me to try to say out whats troubling me without saying it out exactly... Machiam like implementing an interface in java... Writing down the method head w/out the exact methods... which reminds me of my sad assignment... which i thought i had finished but now, for some bizarre reason, there's somethign wrong wif it... help help... spent like the whole afternoon w/out much progress... And now here i am, occupied by other stuff instead of trying to debug it...
Nothing much accomplished today... With only increased nostalgic feelings... All e passion and interest in my studies seem to have be reduced by 50% overnight, just hope that it will all come back to me... Just feel like rambling a lil at times, saying what i think...
posted by Blitzy at 9:55 PM
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