Monday, November 07, 2005

Its been a while....

Havent posted for quite some time.. Reason being: Din really wanna write bt this until i can get over it totally... din want to keep leaving droplets of tears forming in my eyes everytime i think about it... Its the time in my life when i really regretted not doing something more... N now, no matter what i do, i can no longer make amends... Learnt a very important lesson from it, cherish what u have now... Nothing is forever... For those who are basking in the love of ur parents or b/g f or spouse or child... Do treasure it... U nv know when anything can happen... By that time u start to regret n wish tt u had done more, well, the fact remains tt u'll nv be able to do anything already... Dun start cursing n weeping then, dun feel bad tt u hadnt been a better person then...
But well, think i've gotten over it liao... Back to my usual self n thoughts again... glad tt i had my homework n courses to keep me occupied then, but now, its another painful decision to make regarding my courses next sem... Hmm... Shd i just try to challenge myself n pia the big 4? Which will most probably lead to me living a life of recluse, everyday mugging n mugging n mugging... or shd i be more sane... But if i'm more sane, then shd i go down the path which i'm interested in but yet not so gd in, or shd i go down the path tt i know i shd be quite ok in but less interesting for me... hmm... (less interesting dxn mean its not interesting... )

N i've already confirmed my winter plans! I'll be gng to europe to visit my frens in Uk n gng to tour europe! Shiok... hopefully can catch a liverpool match somewhere, it'll be really like a dream come true... Think the same goes for mingyang to be able to catch a chelsea match... Haha... Must really plan it well... Nv tot planning could be this tedious, but oh well, at least its better than having to pull hairs at homework problems... Apologies to my frens n family in sg fer not being able to c u all this winter, but dun worry, time will pass fast enuff b4 i'm once again back in sg n we can all hang out together again!

Think sometimes, we shd all try to be a lil more sensitive to the feelings of others... Though we may all hate that certain team, n wish for them to lose, but i still think, we shd still try to appreciate their strengths... Its hard to be objective at times, but think my dad has taught me well, being able to appreciate things from a wider point of view... for some reason, i watch liverpool lose more than they win... But yet, my dad never fails to applaud the other team if their goal was a good goal or a good shot... Yeah, we always hope tt we or the choices we make are the best, but life is not always as u wish it to be... Perhaps it might be better to see things with a broader mind... Admitting to our flaws and recognising the strengths of others... Ok, enuff said... Think u get my pt, whoever is reading this...

Has much more stuff to say, after mia for 2 weeks... But think shall slowly post more stuff over the next few days...

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