My life...

Work has been progressing at an anagonizingly slow pace, with me not understanding anything n trying to figure out another person's code w/out even really knowing wad he's suppose to do... Got a few parts figured out, but the others remain a blur... Was like trying to learn about the graphical user interface code but just simply cant get it... Tried referring to reference books n stuff but well, to no avail... Was very demoralised one day, jsut simply din wanna do it anymore... Kindaf like a i give up attitude... but after talking to mingyang, i found the motivation to continue... thanks a lot man... for being there when i was down n out... Now at least i'm doing fine... finished my tester program n managed to embark on my debugging process...

Life has been nothing but work n world cup... N weekends are like more precious than ever... Reminds me of my army times... Haiz... Have been doing a lot of thinking lately... Really a lot... dunno y i cant sleep tt easily these days... used to be lie on bed n concuss... but now.. its lie in bed n thoughts start flowing into my mind... until i cant differentiate between dreams n thoughts... Too much to say dunno where to start so shallnt start...

N oh yar... i went fer my sis's graduation last week... Saw her prof... n as usual he said she is blah blah blah... then he saw me n told me my sis is doing well... then he asked my parents... "Older or younger son"... i almost threw up the food i was eating... Haha... Guess i'm still looking young...