why am i studying so hard...

I finally found the answer... though everyone tells u tt u shd study for urself, but apparently its not so in my case... I do not want my parents to worry bt me, tts y i get gd grades to make them happy. It has always been the case since young, its not going to change... I'm glad i found my answer. But still, life is about enjoying urself as i said yday. That is not gng to change. So what is gng to change? Me taking slacker courses....

I realise tt i always put on a strong front in front of my parents. I dont want them to worry.
I put on a strong front in front of my friends. I dont want to think tt i'm weak n dependent.

But there are times when u just wanna dun be strong anymore... times when u just wish to share some things with someone... ... ...

But no matter what, i cfm tt things will not repeat themselves...