The thing bt chinese drama serials...

Everything seems so perfect... Things turn out the way u want it, every good guy wins, every bad guy lose... U almost seem to always see the hero (with a stroke of luck) get the girl they want, be the hero, and life happily ever after... In real life though, how many ppl can be that hero? We are the hero in our own life drama serial, but more often than not, things dun turn out the way we think it shd be... But at least watching this kindaf stuff gives me hope, making me feel that somehow, i may just be that hero i've always seen.

N wif so much watching of these serials, i realised that most often than not, the heroes (as in the male lead) is either a). the intelligent, mature, goody-two-shoes kindaf guy or b). the young, industrious, pai gia... Then i'll start thinking, which one am i? or rather, which one shd i be? Maybe i shd go n try out the unshaven look, and start to act serious... Sounds plausible... But cannot... If i dun shave, i'll look more like lao fu zi than liang chao wei... How bt the more punkster look? Gel up my hair a bit(not that i dun already do), constantly chew on some gum, n stare at ppl with the corner of my eyes... Lets first ignore the fact tt i dun belong to the 1.72m, 55kg grp. Hmm... Maybe i could just do that... Yeah, i can do tt for 5 mins... Maybe 30 mins... Maybe 2 hrs... But to put on a look which really aint me at all juz cant be done forever... Sighz... Then how? Perhaps the simple soln to this is not to change myself to be the hero of the story, but rather, change that hero of my life to be me... Perhaps just making myself look myself is the best image for me...