Its 1 am... N im having a headache... Tts y im still not in bed... Hope it wun be as bad as the last time...

Im really glad to have frens who care... N im really trying hard to get over it... Or at least show signs of getting over it... But its hard... Maybe tts y i am now yearning to go back to sg... At least i know, it will definitely be easier in sg... More distractions... More commitments... Less time to spend on thinking... N i juz hate typing the word thinking...

Oh, sth exciting happened today... I watched a chinese drama serial.. Its really nice... Haha... Im juz hoping to get all 40 episodes then i can spend this 2 weeks watching it... Yeap, back to the days of gymming n watching chinese drama serials... Ahhh... Ok, im feeling much better now... Or rather, the feeling of the old shihong is coming back... =p

Juz to end off this post... I know its kindaf random n prob dxn say much.. As my posts always are... N in every post, there's always juz a subtle hint of the thing tts on my mind... N enuff of me being naggy, here's the lyrics of the day...

Leona Lewis: Bleeding Love
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I....