I hate it when....

I hate it when i have work due and i dunno how to do... I hate it when i land myself in a situation where i have no control over things... I hate it when no matter wad i do, it will only make everything worse... I hate it like this... I hate it when time is forcing me into a desperate corner... I hate it when there is no one i want to turn to... I hate it when i feel ever so vulnerable... I hate it when this feeling of neediness takes over my heart... I hate it knowing that i am not as strong as i thought i am... I hate it when i cannot understand why i am doing all this.. I hate it when i know i shd stop listening to this song but i cant stop myself from hearing it... I hate it when i have no idea y i would feel like this at this pt of time... I hate it when i do not know when this will last until... I hate it when i still have to put on a smile to say hi to ppl at this pt of time... i hate it when i feel like doing something to vent all this, but i should not spend the time to vent it, cos i know i'll blame myself for wasting time on my venting, but yet, i know now tt it'll be more productive if i go let it out... N lastly, i hate it when i think n think of wad to do, only for time to continue ticking......