Nothing ever feels so gd as a day of sunny tennis followed by a day of hardcore badminton... Of cos it'd be better if i had played better in both sports, but as it currently stands, i think i sux at both... Tennis wise my strokes always nv follow thru, too much influence from badminton... Badminton wise i dun have enuff strength/technique, something which is probably due to me playing tennis the day before... But i still feel gd...

Today is a weird day... I had quite a bad nite of sleep, imagine sleeping at 2+ n waking up a handful of times... Arrgh... N i really turned n tossed in bed, thinking bt a few things which im trying hard to push aside... But despite my tiredness, i think im feeling better in terms of myself... I dunno if it applies to u all, but there are times, i juz feel so confident of myself... Confident in terms of socializing, confident meaning i will be much more outspoken, playful... N this is something tt i feel has been lost in me for a long time... I cant even remember the last time i felt like that...Perhaps its correlated to my lack of sleep... But i have a feeling all this will fade away again tmr... N ill be in tt "dun disturb me" mode once again...