CNY is coming soon... N i dun feel the excitement at all... Maybe cos this is a gloomy CNY for me, there is nth much during tt time tt im looking forward to... In fact, i'd prefer it if its juz a normal weekend, a normal long weekend... At least i can still go do things i wanna do, instead of facing relatives, or doing bo liao things like iono... There must be some bo liao things tt we do during CNY tt i dun like...

Yeah, prob from there it seems tt im slightly moody... N yeah i am... Yday was talking to my frens n then juz realised, its lesser than a month before a more impt day... V-day... My frens were kb-ing to me tt they have no one to ask out... N i tot for a while... N realised tt i have no one to ask out too... Oh wells... Not say i cant ask anyone out, but there really isnt anyone whom i wanna ask out... N tt being the case, n knowing how i draw very clear lines in these cases, ill prob end up being sian again...

N it wun help wif ppl telling me tt i can ask A out or ask B out, cos y, it simply isnt the case... Ok, i need to master the skill of squelching ppl... Its something i really need...

N of cos, the weekend isnt made any better by manu, chelsea, arsenal all winning and liverpool not playing yet...