Waiting for my dota game... Or rather, waiting for the rest to finish... Its really farnie how i was juz feeling good yday, n i had to wake up feeling quite rather like a piece of shit... Din wanna leave the house, din wanna do anything, din wanna hear anything, but in the end, i din haf my way... I am seriously wondering something now. How is it possible tt things nv change n u juz suddenly feel like shit? But its possible...

Im getting moodier these days, n i do realise the lack of words in myself... Honestly, i think im starting to talk less n less to ppl... I talk lesser to my family, cos they dun really seem to understand the things i say... I talk lesser to my frens cos it juz seems tt sometimes, things are different... They seem different, or rather, i am different too. For some weird reason, the sense of insecurity increases as i grow older, i tend to be more afraid of feeling vulnerable... Shdnt be feeling like this but i am feeling like this. Hope this shit goes away tmr...