Conflict Handler

Its quite ironical tt a term i used at work can be used to describe my life outside of work... But i really amaze myself at times... I can get pissed off at very small things, but yet, i can also tolerate a whole load of shit when the need arises... Im juz glad tt things are ok...

I was really really disappointed i din get to play soccer last week... Im juz hoping tt i can play thsi weekend.. Really gian for it after watching so much soccer... N i really want to vent some frustrations through it...

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, which made me kindaf unstable in temperament too... Im worried for myself, as i realise tt i really dunno wad i want in life... Except to work my ass off n to be the expert i wished i was... Its scary...

I really want to get to know ppl better, but yet, i dun want to let anyone down... So its really kindaf conflicting for myself... Inner struggles have always been part of me... I guess its juz a phse of life which will pass soon... Or so i hope...