It is scary how fast time flies. And how much things can happen.
Was watching the last few episodes of HIMYM season 6, and when i was watching it, I could totally recall the feeling I had while watching the first few seasons. The feeling of just reaching here, not knowing what is in store. That thought about romance, about finding THE ONE, about trying to let go of the past. N now, its barely a few months but geez, how things have changed. I dont even recall things changing this fast over the past 2 years in SG. At least, life then was so much more stable, things were much more routine, and definitely not as volatile as these few months.

Been feeling rather stressed out at work. All of a sudden, I am expected to deliver stuff. Rather than just learning, documentation, etc. Last time, my supervisor treats me as a noob shit and repeats concepts when he mentions them. But a few days back, he uses 'we have discussed this before' to avoid repeating something which he has only told me once. All of a sudden, I feel that they are having expectations of me. But yet, I am not in my work mood. I feel motivated to work no doubt, but, there are other things also weighing down on my head. Sighs.

I want to know my banding for this year, but yet, i am afraid to know. Sighs. Its tough being me.