Friday, July 08, 2005

Have i actually been to US?

Rating: 4.0 ( not too long, but juz some lil reflections... )

Was darn sianz yday, after having accidentally deleted one of the vital episodes of my inuyasha... Tmd... Now i'm like stuck at 1 episode, having to finish download it before i can actually view the rest.. Arrgh... Pls d/l faster lehz... I buah tahan liaoz... *addiction catches up* (as Blitzy wanes out in boredom... ) Well, heng today is suppose to be a go-out day, so at least the effects of not having any inuyasha to accompany me are mitigated... But even having said so, after having come home, i start to feel empty again... W/out e cute inuyasha n even cuter kagome... boo...

What is the 1st impression u get when we talk bt gng to US? Big sized ppl? Oily fried food? More "things" to see? Drinking parties? Openness? Well, tts wad i expect initially before i went... But after i went, i was quite happy to see that things in CMU are actually quite ok, wif me being able to accept most of the stuff... Then thats wad i tot US was all about... Until my fren started telling me stuff bt US... Stuff which is wad we'd normally expect... So which means, CMU is actually considered quite mild... Hmm, so i haven really seen the true US at all... But the things i heard from my fren is really quite bizarre lorz... Eg, naked runs in winter... Ok, running naked is bizarre enuff, but in winter... Omg... They must be mad! And also gays kissing! Well, fer some reason, dun think i've seen any gays wif PDA in cmu... And they actually have a magazine wif "not so decent" content done by students from the school? Wif students posing as models? Omg... Tt sounds so wrong lorz... Heng my school dun have... Guess it'd be funny if u saw a familiar person in e mag, just to turn ur face n realise that he/she is sitting beside u... lolz...

Comparing wif my other frens, i oso feel so empty... As though i haven learnt anything... But seriously ar, i haven learnt much... Comon larz, i've taken only 1 ece course( intro to ece :electrical n computer engineering) n tts all! which is really just introduction course... But at least i had some programming courses which makes my technical life a lil more fruitful... I learnt more bt humans n arts courses though, taking 1 course in almost every field... philo, psych, econs, english, decision science, stats... Nothing deep though, now i feel so inadequate, having merely touched upon the basics of the various fields... Jack of all trades... wad an appropiate word... It really describes me well, knowing a lil bt many things but nv knowing deep about anything... makes me feel machiam like so inadequate... haiz... *reflects upon past*
Looking back at the past, it makes me sad to regret not doing something which i shd have done in the past... But well... Wad can i do...

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