Hectic weeks...
HAven really updated my blog for some time, n its cos of me being tied down by work n stuff... Last week was EPP project, which really took a lot of time off me... Attending meetings to discuss stuff like powerpoint presentation n everything... It wasnt efficient, but at least i had a taste of what its like to do a project with angmohs... Its really quite different, cos ppl are mostly slacker, n wadever they say, u cant really expect them to do... but yet, they've lotsaf ideas bt implementing certain stuff, which i dun really agree with... As a result, i feel lost at times, really dunno what to do... But i did try my best to do whatever i can, and heng the partner i'm working wif is quite a decent chap...
But though its juz organising a presenation, but i really felt tt i learnt quite a lot from it... About presentations n stuff... N about people... Like my prof, he aint tt garung, n though he always ask us what we thinkg, but he has his own set of ideas already... N mostly, he'd want his ideas... Hehz... I never thought we would need to run thru the prsenatation like 4 times, but well, tts wad happened... Draft 1.0, draft 2.0, ... Makes me feel as though i'm in a company trying to do a group presentation... At the same time, u're being monitored for ur grade n contribution, but yet u gotta maintain cordial relationships with ppl n yet make urself outstanding... How? Just do whatever i can lorz.... I always have this " So long i'm aboveboard n do my stuff i will be rewarded mentaity" ...
Dunno how it turned out then, but other times, i think its a lil outdated liao... I'm quite a stubborn person when it comes to who is right n wrong, i thought i'm quite open minded liao, but well, there're times when i really cant accept whats being done to me... HAte TAs who threaten to take away marks when u approach them bt their grading... But tt time i was really quite pissed, so i just told him: " If u think tt u graded that qn too leniently, u can take marks off there but give me my marks for this qn back..." Even though i was asking for 1 mark only, but i obviously wrote the correct ans n he din see it so minus me 1 mark for nothing... The other qn i agreed he gave more than i expected, but well, if he wants to take marks away, then take lorz... But he din... My fren criticised me tt i was being too critical n stuff, n sometimes, i ought to let go... There're times i just heck n stuff... But sometimes, i'm just too stubborn to let go... Which is kindaf bad i agree...
Frens have been telling me to go after this gir fer the past weeks... Not tt she aint pretty... Not tt she aint a nice chap... Not tt she dxn like me... But sometimes, i jsut dun think being in a relationship is about these things, but more imptly, the feeling... my own feeling... Though feelings can be "pei yang" but sometimes i juz dun wanan be unfair to anyone... Jio-ing someone i dun "like" n hoping for me to like her... What if i dun like her n she likes me? Then how? Either we cont n i suffer, or we break n she suffer... Y not keep things at this state? Right? But towards some other ppl, i just have a soft spot for them... No matter wad... Though they may be less pretty, less nice, or wadever... perhaps tts wad ppl mean by "yuan fen"... perhaps in the future...
But though its juz organising a presenation, but i really felt tt i learnt quite a lot from it... About presentations n stuff... N about people... Like my prof, he aint tt garung, n though he always ask us what we thinkg, but he has his own set of ideas already... N mostly, he'd want his ideas... Hehz... I never thought we would need to run thru the prsenatation like 4 times, but well, tts wad happened... Draft 1.0, draft 2.0, ... Makes me feel as though i'm in a company trying to do a group presentation... At the same time, u're being monitored for ur grade n contribution, but yet u gotta maintain cordial relationships with ppl n yet make urself outstanding... How? Just do whatever i can lorz.... I always have this " So long i'm aboveboard n do my stuff i will be rewarded mentaity" ...
Dunno how it turned out then, but other times, i think its a lil outdated liao... I'm quite a stubborn person when it comes to who is right n wrong, i thought i'm quite open minded liao, but well, there're times when i really cant accept whats being done to me... HAte TAs who threaten to take away marks when u approach them bt their grading... But tt time i was really quite pissed, so i just told him: " If u think tt u graded that qn too leniently, u can take marks off there but give me my marks for this qn back..." Even though i was asking for 1 mark only, but i obviously wrote the correct ans n he din see it so minus me 1 mark for nothing... The other qn i agreed he gave more than i expected, but well, if he wants to take marks away, then take lorz... But he din... My fren criticised me tt i was being too critical n stuff, n sometimes, i ought to let go... There're times i just heck n stuff... But sometimes, i'm just too stubborn to let go... Which is kindaf bad i agree...
Frens have been telling me to go after this gir fer the past weeks... Not tt she aint pretty... Not tt she aint a nice chap... Not tt she dxn like me... But sometimes, i jsut dun think being in a relationship is about these things, but more imptly, the feeling... my own feeling... Though feelings can be "pei yang" but sometimes i juz dun wanan be unfair to anyone... Jio-ing someone i dun "like" n hoping for me to like her... What if i dun like her n she likes me? Then how? Either we cont n i suffer, or we break n she suffer... Y not keep things at this state? Right? But towards some other ppl, i just have a soft spot for them... No matter wad... Though they may be less pretty, less nice, or wadever... perhaps tts wad ppl mean by "yuan fen"... perhaps in the future...
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