Thinking...
Realised i haven been updating this blog much, really sry to all those who came to see something interesting, but got let down by seeing the old entries again... assuming tt there is really some ppl who come to see what i've gotta say... All my bitching, complaining n stuff...
After my disastrous 213 exam, one in which i thought i got the material right, or at least, 70 % of the material understooded, after tonnes of mugging... which in e end turned out to have at least 70% test on the 30% which i simply browsed through... not to mention the stupid stack (some jargon) which i've finally mastered not even appearing in any part of the paper, when its suppose to be an impt topic... N guess wad, i actually had a nightmare on it... Dreamt tt i got 22/75 while the rest of my frens, who got more than twice my score... Woke up at 7:30 am cos of tt, n spent like 10 mins in dreamland comforting myself that even with 22/75, its ok... N i floated back to sleep... When i finally woke up, i was so confused that i had to immediately go n check my scores, just to see if its out... Yeah, tts the traumatic effect this freaking exam had on me...
Sometimes, the world aint as nice as u see it... Remember, no matter wad, u're seeing but a fraction of it... The facet that u're exposed to... but how about the other side of the world? the side that u have never been exposed to, or u simply chose to ignore it... Everyone has a different char, n no one is perfect... Soemtimes, u need not have any flaw for ppl not to like u, its juz ur char tt dxn match them... The things u do, the way u think is simply different and tt itself is reason enough for seeds of discord to start sow-ing... But does it matter? that is the question...
Who cares about thsoe who dun like u? So long u got ur own grp of frens, ur own life which u're happy with, do other stuff really matter? Hmmm...
Think my life recently has been changing quite a lot... Lotsaf ups n downs... Mostly due to work n stuff... think i'm getting too carried away by my grades, being too stressed... but y am i stresssed? Cos i keep telling myself tt i'll relax after this sem... Or more practically, relax later in the future... But if i want to relax later, y stress myself out so much now? Dxn really make sense in a way... but me being me, i know its really hard for me to slack considering my mentality...
But oh well, now tt spring break is coming, i shd really just sit back n relax a little... play mahjong, soccer, rtk VII, go eat nice food, n just slacking back at home... I can sense the next tidal wave coming in 2 weeks, but there's nthing i can really do bt it... so y not juz enjoy while i can, n mug again when i need to...
After my disastrous 213 exam, one in which i thought i got the material right, or at least, 70 % of the material understooded, after tonnes of mugging... which in e end turned out to have at least 70% test on the 30% which i simply browsed through... not to mention the stupid stack (some jargon) which i've finally mastered not even appearing in any part of the paper, when its suppose to be an impt topic... N guess wad, i actually had a nightmare on it... Dreamt tt i got 22/75 while the rest of my frens, who got more than twice my score... Woke up at 7:30 am cos of tt, n spent like 10 mins in dreamland comforting myself that even with 22/75, its ok... N i floated back to sleep... When i finally woke up, i was so confused that i had to immediately go n check my scores, just to see if its out... Yeah, tts the traumatic effect this freaking exam had on me...
Sometimes, the world aint as nice as u see it... Remember, no matter wad, u're seeing but a fraction of it... The facet that u're exposed to... but how about the other side of the world? the side that u have never been exposed to, or u simply chose to ignore it... Everyone has a different char, n no one is perfect... Soemtimes, u need not have any flaw for ppl not to like u, its juz ur char tt dxn match them... The things u do, the way u think is simply different and tt itself is reason enough for seeds of discord to start sow-ing... But does it matter? that is the question...
Who cares about thsoe who dun like u? So long u got ur own grp of frens, ur own life which u're happy with, do other stuff really matter? Hmmm...
Think my life recently has been changing quite a lot... Lotsaf ups n downs... Mostly due to work n stuff... think i'm getting too carried away by my grades, being too stressed... but y am i stresssed? Cos i keep telling myself tt i'll relax after this sem... Or more practically, relax later in the future... But if i want to relax later, y stress myself out so much now? Dxn really make sense in a way... but me being me, i know its really hard for me to slack considering my mentality...
But oh well, now tt spring break is coming, i shd really just sit back n relax a little... play mahjong, soccer, rtk VII, go eat nice food, n just slacking back at home... I can sense the next tidal wave coming in 2 weeks, but there's nthing i can really do bt it... so y not juz enjoy while i can, n mug again when i need to...
posted by Blitzy at 11:19 AM
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