On this night...

no pts to guessing what i'm doing now... Or what i've been doing for the past 2 weeks.. Or what i'm gng to do for the next week... Every week's worse than prev... I thought this week is definitely the "high" but next week will just be worse... Its been like this fer 2 + weeks, n i suspect, perhaps another 1+ week it shd be fine... But well, just wanna recommend this song... wif nice lyrics... My only company for mugging for computer systems midterm...

Endless road

The truth is tearing up my heart
I can't recognise this place
The endless road without a stop sign
Can't even find a stranger this time

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye
Maybe this would be the last
The winding path down my face
Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears
In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear
Every chord still seems a wonder
How we could be together
Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself
Hoping you will have the keys to my cell
Every song might calm the weather
But it just draws me deeper
How do I get out of this
I think~ I never will

I never will