A tipsy post...

Juz went to drink juz now... Had a bit, not a lot, but enuff for me to be a lil less reserved... Some ppl are happy drunk, some are sad drunk, some are angry drunk, but i guess i'm juz emo drunk... Eg, i tend to feel more when i drink... I.e. feel lonely... Sometimes i wonder if things i am doing are actually worth it, if people are actually genuinely viewing me as a friend, or simply becos i am doing things for them, or becos i am useful to them... Cant help but feel like this at times, maybe cos i know i am not the type of "fun" or "funny" person, but rather, i am just a more serious kind of person... Someone who is more concerned bt reality, bt what is right and wrong, bt responsibility, etc... But i guess i will just trust my frens, tt they like me for really who i am... Not who i am hoping to be, or wad i can do for them, but rather, just the simple me... =p