Hope

People live for different reasons, some live for power, some live for girls, some live to just do-what they want... N i live for hope... The things i do, the person i have become is all because i believe that this will help my future.... Working hard in school now will help the future... Gng to gym will help my future... Being a nice person now will make me feel gd in the future... I may despair for a short while at times, but i always have hopes for other things that will help me bounce back fast enuff... But if i lose hope, then i guess tts when i slump into my depression...

Ok, enuff of sad things... Shd write more bt happy stuff... Hmm...

Ok, that concludes the happy stuff paragraph... I feel like skipping class today... Seriously no mood to go school... I've already skipped a recitation, i feel like gng to gym n jog... Then come home to shower, n then go finish up hw, go watch my chinese drama series n juz lie at home for 1 day... Its been a long time since i've had some "alone" time... Everyday i'm either hanging ard frens, (which is seldom) or i'm doing work... Hopefully this week i can finally just have some time to myself... Eat brunch wif frens, go wean lib do some work, play some dota, go gym, eat dinner, rest n recover... Wean lib... sighs...

N i seriously need to start keeping track of my expenditure... $$$