Emo-ness
Emo-ness is when u are home on a sat nite, having nth to do...
Emo-ness is looking at all the couples happily ard u, n juz feeling sad but trying hard not to show it...
Emo-ness is just not having much confidence bt urself... Confidence tt u are actually capable of chasing someone u like n winning her heart...
Emo-ness is the feeling left in u after asking ppl out n being rejected... N then u'd ask: "y can i b confident towards all my frens, but being rejected by someone would make u seem so worthless.... Is she really tt great? NO. Are my frens really worth tt little? of cos NO."
Sometimes, at this pt of time, i cant help but wonder y am i working so hard for... I worked hard during stints in primary, secondary, n jc for my parents... Now i have a decent stable job... I worked hard in uni for myself... N i am indeed proud of myself... Now though, i actually dunno y i working so hard for... So wad if i manage to learn a lot, n perhaps do well? I cant actually see any reason for tt now...
I may be shui bian towards a lot of things, but im not shui bian at all towards myself... I always expect nothing but the best from myself, and if i do slack, i would make sure there's a gd reason for it... But towards ppl, i am not shui bian at all... When i make frens, i do really believe tt they are good ppl, and tt i can really trust them... N towards ppl i like, i do really believe tt there is something else rather than juz looks, even though i always seem to appear shallow... In fact, i nv really tot ppl i liked looked exceptionally good, they juz happen to haf this X factor... N in all cases, the appeal of tt X factor will be overshadowed by some other traits and disappear after some time... N im sure, tt even the current ops may lose its appeal soon... But there is always that one particular ops which has nv lost its X factor... Not last time, not now and definitely not soon...
Emo-ness is looking at all the couples happily ard u, n juz feeling sad but trying hard not to show it...
Emo-ness is just not having much confidence bt urself... Confidence tt u are actually capable of chasing someone u like n winning her heart...
Emo-ness is the feeling left in u after asking ppl out n being rejected... N then u'd ask: "y can i b confident towards all my frens, but being rejected by someone would make u seem so worthless.... Is she really tt great? NO. Are my frens really worth tt little? of cos NO."
Sometimes, at this pt of time, i cant help but wonder y am i working so hard for... I worked hard during stints in primary, secondary, n jc for my parents... Now i have a decent stable job... I worked hard in uni for myself... N i am indeed proud of myself... Now though, i actually dunno y i working so hard for... So wad if i manage to learn a lot, n perhaps do well? I cant actually see any reason for tt now...
I may be shui bian towards a lot of things, but im not shui bian at all towards myself... I always expect nothing but the best from myself, and if i do slack, i would make sure there's a gd reason for it... But towards ppl, i am not shui bian at all... When i make frens, i do really believe tt they are good ppl, and tt i can really trust them... N towards ppl i like, i do really believe tt there is something else rather than juz looks, even though i always seem to appear shallow... In fact, i nv really tot ppl i liked looked exceptionally good, they juz happen to haf this X factor... N in all cases, the appeal of tt X factor will be overshadowed by some other traits and disappear after some time... N im sure, tt even the current ops may lose its appeal soon... But there is always that one particular ops which has nv lost its X factor... Not last time, not now and definitely not soon...
posted by Blitzy at 5:25 AM
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