Some things are just not easy... No matter how hard u try, its still nt ez... I've always had great faith in my abilities to accomplish certain things, but this is something, i doubt i could ever do...

I think i really need a break from work... My days are just going by work, eat, dota, sleep... N during the weekends, there is always EPL... But now tt EPL is gng to be gone for 1 month, its time i find sth else to occupy my time with... Was thinking of maybe gng to learn sth fun, but it seems, im just too tired after work to want to learn anything else... Oh wells, at least there is world cup in between May n Aug...

Im feeling really jaded from work too, i think its due to the over-putting of effort into it... N not really seeing any rewards from it... I guess i need to be more patient, n i shall... For another 2 more months or so bahz... Then we will see...

Or maybe its just time for a drink... A good drink....