Missing a dota session...

Yeah... I think my frens are playing dota... N fer once, i'm not there... Haiz...how can dota be fun w/out the ever lovable i[nf]aTuaTe? Hiyohz... But really canot... Tmr gotta prep fer ssa bbq, n now gotta stress over my finals on monday... Quite worried bt the BBQ tmr... Cos seems tt still got some stuff unsettled... Partially my fault too, cos i was kindaf busy wif work n din ensure that everything was well... Haiz... But hope everything will be fine tmr...

Have been feeling quite sian these days... Finals is coming... i'm feeling stressed... But i cant just sit down n study... Always got some irritating stuff coming along n making me pissed... Like my last programming assignment, i spent like toones of hours commenting n checking for return values... Though i finished it early, in the end, i spent like easily another 8 hours on it doing all the minor crap stuff... Haiz...

N guessed wad... All the talk bt finding a gf got me started dreaming tt i got attached... To someone i know lorz... Darn weird after i woke up... Dreamt that the "she" told me she like me n i told her tt too... Then ... Anyway, its juz a weird dream... "Ri you suo si, ye you suo meng"...