3 weeks of euro...

Sometimes i juz cant help but notice the bias in how results justify the means... When ppl talk bt soccer, they would do everything they can to justify the score... Take for example, Holland vs Russia... Holland wasnt playing like shit, but its Russia who seriously played very well to their strengths... N u have the media criticising this n tt... Same for Italy vs Spain, U talk bt Villa n Torres not being able to score, but Italy really defended well... Kudos to them, n stop the talk bt the strikers not scoring... And lets look at the penalties... 2 ppl missed for Italy, De Rossi n Di Natale... But everyone is talking bt how Natale missed the penalty cos its the last one... No one ever blamed De Rossi for missing too... Similarly, for spain, 3 other ppl also scored, but it seems tt fabregas gets all the credit for being the one who scored the decisive one... Why are ppl always basing their judgements on the last goal, and not the other goals that lead up to the result...

Some things are hard to do... But its even harder to try to do it alone, or rather, to try to do it w/out talking to anyone bt it... Its hard to be strong, but its even harder to pretend to be strong... N tts y i enjoy my moments in the gym or on the track... I've really done my best, by avoiding everything, but im still such a failure...

I get a feeling tt stress is slowly building up on me... Nv knew family shit can be so shitty... I may seem to be totally absolved from family stress, but its juz cos i dun show anything... N its not something i can tell anyone... Maybe there is someone, but, iono... Its like a balloon being constantly pumped, there will be a day i finally burst... Sighs...