Saturday, May 06, 2006

BBQ thoughts...

Had a BBQ today... WAs suppose to be in charge of the logistics, but well, i was too occupied wif work n had a few screw ups... Kindaf sad bt it... Misjudged the amt of charcoal needed, but heng, we had a driver to go get it... Heh... N of course, some communication errors which i was totally kindaf like "huh?", u actually meant THAT, not THIS... Hmm... Haiz... But guess it was ok in the end...

REalised that i have a very different style of doing things from others... dunno if its gd or bad... mebbe those who've worked wif me can tell me bt it... really want to have good genuine feedback bt myself... bt how i work, whether its gd or bad or wadever... but if i'm really tt bad, then pls dun be too brutally honest bt it... Haha... But yeah, i really need to know more bt myself... Feeling kindaf very unconfident bt myself now...

N yeah, here's the thinking bt bgr part again... Think i'm feeling too lonely nowadayz... All alone by myself n stuff... Time to get a gf... U're right... if u think tts wad i feel, then obviously u dunno me well enuff... But sometimes, i was just thinking... Is it ever ok to break up a relationship? Hmm... Like telling someone who's attached tt u like her or wadever? I always think its wrong, but after some "incidents" i start to change my view... Hmmm... Its nv wrong to fight for what u want, n i pretty sure tt most people would appreciate pppl telling them they like them even though they're attachd... but if another guy tells u gf he likes her, n starts chasing her... How'd u feel? It kindaf boils down to the individual i guess... though i know for me, i'll prob be cursing that guy n planning on how to gunny sack him... Haha... j/k... Ok, think tts the BGR thoughts for the night... Shall get back to complaining to my nagging buddy... n seriously thx to her for always listening to my nags... Hah...

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