Someone says...
A fren once told me tt nights are when ur thoughts come gushing into ur mind, they jsut keep flowing into ur mind, whether u like it anot... I've always dismissed it as something tt dxn happen to me, until the past week... Yeah, the me who used to be able to sleep anywhere, from the airplane to the greyhound, finally tio this kindaf stuff... mebbe its cos i sense tt e holz are ending, n i gotta go back to pitt soon... I've always aspired to be a useful person in life, but after this short break, i began to wonder y i am not born wif a silver spoon in my mouth... Y i cant just have a huge fortune to inherit, and spend everyday doing wadever i want... Without thoughts of having to study hard for a better career n future... Y cant i be born into a less "studying" environment, just simply enjoying myself all e way...
Guess its all gotta do wif the ending of holz again... but then again, many ppl are looking forward to gng back to US, while i'm kindaf dreading the days... Well, i've nv really been an independent person, nv liked to be by myself n stuff, but instead, bump ard n stuff... But in pitt, everyone's got their own stuff to do, everyone is so different from everyone... Compared to my past where everyone's so similar, doing e same stuff, hanging out at the same time, enjoying the same stuff... I really prefer tt life... But well, at least i got a great grp of frens wif me at US too, so i guess the effect of leaving home is really mitigated... But come to think of it, there's been many opportunities which i missed becos of this oseas thingy, wonder if its gd or bad... Have been doing lotsaf looking back recently, n thinking of all those missed opportunities tt i'm rueing now... But if i can rewind the past, i guess i'd do things the same way too... This is the path i'm destined to tread, n this is the kindaf person i am... Bo bian...
So now, the only thing left fer me to do is to try to enjoy myself as much as possible in sg, in US n in e future... Life is about enjoying, so i'm gonna make every moment count!
Guess its all gotta do wif the ending of holz again... but then again, many ppl are looking forward to gng back to US, while i'm kindaf dreading the days... Well, i've nv really been an independent person, nv liked to be by myself n stuff, but instead, bump ard n stuff... But in pitt, everyone's got their own stuff to do, everyone is so different from everyone... Compared to my past where everyone's so similar, doing e same stuff, hanging out at the same time, enjoying the same stuff... I really prefer tt life... But well, at least i got a great grp of frens wif me at US too, so i guess the effect of leaving home is really mitigated... But come to think of it, there's been many opportunities which i missed becos of this oseas thingy, wonder if its gd or bad... Have been doing lotsaf looking back recently, n thinking of all those missed opportunities tt i'm rueing now... But if i can rewind the past, i guess i'd do things the same way too... This is the path i'm destined to tread, n this is the kindaf person i am... Bo bian...
So now, the only thing left fer me to do is to try to enjoy myself as much as possible in sg, in US n in e future... Life is about enjoying, so i'm gonna make every moment count!
posted by Blitzy at 7:48 AM
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