I am a stubborn sob...

Yes, i am stubborn... I know myself well, i know what i want... I dun really know anyone who is supporting me in wad i am doing, n tt most ppl ard me are telling me tt i am doing the wrong thing. But for once in my life, let me do this... Let me do things w/out going through all the 10001 consequences, let me do things w/out my usual sense of level-headedness, and let me just have my way, at least this once...

N for all u know, i might be the one who still knows wad best for myself...

A very good weekend!

i realized that i always write a few sentences 1/2 in a blog post, and then feel sian after tt... so i stop and tell myself i'll come back another day... N when i come back, i'll juz think tt i dun wanna continue the post, and since its too short, i'd juz delete the post... So next time before i write sth, i must know tt i have time and mood to write a reasonably postable- post... =p

This has been a very happening weekend... Lotsaf nice things happening ard me...

1. A good buddy of mine juz had his bday, n we had a nice celebration fer him... N i'm really quite happy wif the present i got him, and the present i got my another fren... It makes me really happy to be able to get nice n suitable presents for my frens... =p

2. Another good buddy of mine juz striked n scored... Felt really happie for him... He's been emo n stuff for too long, think its time he shd start to feel blissful... Maybe i'll wun c him drinking jack daniels anymore... haha...

3. Also, things were peaceful this weekend btw another 2 of my frens... At least i din haf to waste nights talking to them, or settling their shit... Had been doing so much of tt over the past few weeks tt im really tired of it... tired to the point that i sometimes dun even wanna c him or talk to him... Cos i know tt the dreaded topic will definitely come up...

4. For once, i actually felt no reason to drink this weekend... Everything i had hoped to do or planned to do turned out well... I wasnt feeling emo or sad, n i actually chose to go home instead of drinking... n i felt proud of myself... =p

Happy New yr!

Finally went to a countdown in the US... Nv went to a countdown before, but juz went cos mich really wanted to go... I can imagine her disappointed face if we all simply just played poker instead... But the downtown parking was darn ex! $10 for 1 hr... Zzz... Wanted to juz stay n chill in my car while the rest go down, but they wouldnt let me... So we spent the $10 and went down... Well, it wasnt anything really exciting to be honest, there's a nice band playing, wif tonnes of ppl around it, n slowly counting down... And then, fireworks! n then, go home... Lolz... nth too much, but well its a way to usher in the new year...

2008 has always been a year tt seemed very far away... Esp when i first arrived in the US in 2004, 2008 seems to be the year that i'll be the happiest, as i can finally go back home... But now, 2008 will also be my happiest year, but not becos i can go back home, but becos its the year that i've finally decided that i will do everything tt i wished i had done, but nv do in the past 3.5 years... It will be the time when i finally can enjoy my independence, do anything that i want...

Life is short... We shd treasure every moment of it... I've always said tt if i could change things, i'd do things differently now if i were to return to 2004... But i cant travel back time, i cant change things that i've done... The only thing i can change now, is to do things now... So yeap, here's my laundry list of things i do before i leave... Sth like my bucket list, juz tt its me before i fly back...

1. To be able to go out once with the prettiest girl i ever met, n tell her that she is the prettiest girl i ever met. (the first part seems easier, the 2nd part, well iono...)

2. To get my 6 packs that has been eluding me since the time i was born...

3. To watch a movie (let it remain annoymous) with someone i would want to watch it with.

4. To help my sister with her school work n hopefully she can get better grades (2nd part of the yr)

5. To play soccer weekly

6. To be one of the best TAs i can ever be.

7. Last but not least, make all my frens around me happy...