Life is tough when your boss expresses concern over whether u can finish ur work on time.
Life gets tougher when you actually feel the same way as her.

Its been a really long time since I went to gym after the usual OT schedule. N it does feel good.

Sometimes u cant help but realise that ur brain thinks differently from how ur heart is. And there is this irreconcilable difference. I'd pick the brain.

Long outdated post.
Went to a bar with Ronald. He's headed back soon, so tt was prob our last hanging out over here. But it was kindaf cool. There were 2 grps of girls sitting opposite n next to us, n they just suddenly approached us and we started chatting. 1 grp was a grp of 19 yr old girls, out of which there is 1 really chio one. Unfortunately, for certain reasons as well as their closer proximity to Ronald, I had to talk to the other 2, who were really friendly too.

N when I was giving my number, I couldnt help but feel a pang of discomfort, not knowing if I'm doing the right thing or not. I dun want to appear to be unfriendly, but well, it juz dxn feel good too. But still, its really cool to meet ppl at a bar. Too bad Ronald's leaving, if not, we could probably have some fun together.

It is scary how fast time flies. And how much things can happen.
Was watching the last few episodes of HIMYM season 6, and when i was watching it, I could totally recall the feeling I had while watching the first few seasons. The feeling of just reaching here, not knowing what is in store. That thought about romance, about finding THE ONE, about trying to let go of the past. N now, its barely a few months but geez, how things have changed. I dont even recall things changing this fast over the past 2 years in SG. At least, life then was so much more stable, things were much more routine, and definitely not as volatile as these few months.

Been feeling rather stressed out at work. All of a sudden, I am expected to deliver stuff. Rather than just learning, documentation, etc. Last time, my supervisor treats me as a noob shit and repeats concepts when he mentions them. But a few days back, he uses 'we have discussed this before' to avoid repeating something which he has only told me once. All of a sudden, I feel that they are having expectations of me. But yet, I am not in my work mood. I feel motivated to work no doubt, but, there are other things also weighing down on my head. Sighs.

I want to know my banding for this year, but yet, i am afraid to know. Sighs. Its tough being me.

Its been 2 weeks since I'm here. Days feel even longer. The weekdays used to feel short, but now, weekdays are like forever. Weekends on the other hand, feel shorter. So short, I haven had time to go to gym in like 2 weeks. In fact, time just seems to be crawling by.

Work's kinda boring though, nothing much gng on. Colleagues just left, so its back to the usual routine again.

This 6 months will be very slow and painful.