When u love someone, u dun care whether he/she is fat/thin => if u care whether he/she is fat/thin, u dun love the someone...

Counting down

5 more months... Its fast isnt it? Time just flies... N now its June soon... June is a very different month... There is no EPL, so i have to find things to do... But now there's world cup, so things might change. But im not as crazy bt world cup as the EPL, so i guess i still need to find things to do... N then there's Js coming to visit, which certainly does make things slightly more exciting.... I wonder if there's anything else happening which would make June better... Toto first prize wouldnt be too bad...

At our age, i guess we are all pretty bothered by wads gng to happen in the future... We all hear stories bt the ppl who make it big in the financial sector, n tt seems like a real big temptation... N honestly, i am pretty tempted. But if i look at my situation now, there's really nth i can do bt it... So instead of thinking bt all tt, i think the best way out is just to try my best in wadever im doing now, n then c how it goes... Yup...

Stability

Ok, this weekend, for some reason or another, made me feel more stable... Even though i din get the drink i wanted, but still, i think the more sleep i get, the better i feel... i slept till like 10 hrs on average for the weekends, and it really felt gd when i woke up... Guess sleep does make things better...

Now that the EPl is gone, i need to find sth to fill my life with... Dota is slowly phasing out, with the lesser number of ppl playing... But then again, there really isnt anything else to do... Maybe can play board games n stuff instead...

tIf there's sth i hate, its called emoness... Its been a long time i feel like this, n god, i hate this feeling... I must really try to get rid of this shit...

But im glad for a real gd session of tennis... Feels darn shiok... Nth beats having a gd rallying partner and a gd rally after work...

Some things are just not easy... No matter how hard u try, its still nt ez... I've always had great faith in my abilities to accomplish certain things, but this is something, i doubt i could ever do...

I think i really need a break from work... My days are just going by work, eat, dota, sleep... N during the weekends, there is always EPL... But now tt EPL is gng to be gone for 1 month, its time i find sth else to occupy my time with... Was thinking of maybe gng to learn sth fun, but it seems, im just too tired after work to want to learn anything else... Oh wells, at least there is world cup in between May n Aug...

Im feeling really jaded from work too, i think its due to the over-putting of effort into it... N not really seeing any rewards from it... I guess i need to be more patient, n i shall... For another 2 more months or so bahz... Then we will see...

Or maybe its just time for a drink... A good drink....