This week is a really busy week, with lotsaf things to do... However, it seems that my schedule could possibly work itself out, and i'd be able to cope pretty well. All remains to be seen though.

Juz realised that my buddies in sg are planning to go taiwan in summer... N they din leave me out of their plans... even though we haven really talked for quite some time... Its always a dream of mine to go tour with all my best frens while we are all still free. I achieved that aim last winter break, with my cmu buddies, n nothing could possibly make my day more than another trip with my sg buddies! U guys rox! guess there probably goes my internship opportunity, unless we can sort it out somehow... But lets just wait n c bahz...

I suddenly have a craving for ktv... Wishing to just go to someplace n sing my soul out... n forget any frustrating matters...

Days are flying by...

Yeah, another week is gone... N 1 more week or so it'd be spring break, n 1/2 the sem is done. It all seems so fast. This sem seems so fast. Maybe its cos i am enjoying myself. Yes, i have a heavy load but i like the variety, i really do. n sometimes, courses can be fun n enjoyable... It wouldnt be long b4 i am back in sg, n i really dunno if i am gng to get an internship in summer, or simply slack through the summer. I really dun. But 1 thing's for sure, i miss all u ppl back in sg...

This week was busy, with my ece grad course finally showing me y it is a grad course. 4 midterm presentations next week, its really not funny. I finally started working on my capstone design project, something which i haven really gone in to explore the stuff. But amazingly, i have an interest in it. I mean, its not often that i can just keep doing my hw, but today, i spent quite some time doing it, n even though nothing much is done, but i feel that i am learning something interesting, n it keeps me gng on. Shall continue tmr, n hoping to finish my research n epp stuff too.

Was thinking of being a more "parallel circuits" guy, but i just cant be one. I'd reckon it to a basketball game when the opponent is leading u by 3 pts. U have 2 choices, go for an easy 2 pointer, which u'll lose the game but u'll be recognised as the great guy who tried to save the team. Or u could try for a 3 pointer, which is harder n does not guarantee a win but u might just win the game. What would u do?

Short post!

Happy CNY all...
Work is piling up. 6 subjects + research + ta aint slack, but still, manageable i think...
Was feeling down. Had a nice chat with a fren today. Thx.
Tried to do some work, did quite some, though not enuff. tonight will be a long night, but school rumble is finally over. Many projects to think about, esp project Lima Charlie. But i guess everything will turn out well... I can cope...

School Rumble!

Its been a long time since i posted... Nothing much interesting happened, except tt i spent more time thinking n stuff...

But thx to mingyang, i'm addicted to school rumble... In fact, i've even changed my inuyasha wallpaper to a school rumble one. Yeah, tts how much i like it. For those who nv watch it, go watch it now, i assure u its well worth the time.

Feeling kindaf lifeless now. All of a sudden, i feel aimless all over again. I dun feel like doing anything. except perhaps sleeping. I can only hope that i'll feel better tmr. Y am i so useless?

N in my 3rd year, i finally turned in a hw i did not finish. Though some parts werent easy, but i also had no time. did it last min, all thx to school rumble. *Sigh*

Shouldnt watch so much anime, i mean anime's evil... It makes u love the pretty world it is, the lovely characters in it, only for u to realise that there are no such ppl in the world. Its all, but an empty hope.

I'm such a cynic. N this post is so depressing.

Scrubs

Its weird how much scrubs has made me think. Think about my life, about who i am, what i want to do, etc...
Just 30 mins ago, i was thinking of the things I wanna do before i am 30. I dun want to be like the lead char, being so non-chalent tt i juz go through my everyday life, have fun and just wishing that things are just like before. But they arent. I thought about myself.

I compared myself with 5 yrs ago, just after jc and now, 3rd yr into college.

Besides gaining knowledge, knowing more ppl, gaining more experience, my mindset really hasnt change much. My lifestyle is still basically the same, play games while i can, while doing what i have to do. My character is still the same, shy towards certain ppl, close to my gd frens, n trying to be nice to ppl i like. My finances are almost the same, juz tt instead of reaching my hands to my parents, i reach out my hands to my bank acct.

So i came up with a list of things i wanna do before 25.

N juz recently, i learnt another lesson. Pride is what makes a person. Some ppl are proud of their own intelligence, some are proud of their looks, some are proud of their character. Think about it, what are u proud about urself? N let me make a guess, it is that pride of urs that make u act in a different way from how u would have acted at times. N perhaps sometimes, it might be better not to have that " " which u are so proud of.