I am not a good liar... So i dun lie... There's always an element of truth in the things i say, be it when i say someone is smart, or when i say i eat dinner at home... But i can nv bear to bring myself to tell untruths... Like telling someone she is pretty when she is actually not... Yup, that is something i really cannot say... Maybe tts y i dun praise ppl tt much... Cos i really need to actually feel tt way in order to say it... Perhaps tts y i dun c myself praising ppl tt often...

i told myself to be more promiscuous last week... N to be fair, i did change my style of speech in recent times le... Being more bold, more friendly, more assertive... N it seems to be having some effects, however, juz not the effect i really wanted...

Sianz... I think im too used to enjoying wad im doing... Knowing the system, the code, as well as possible bugs here n there... Now tt im more of an onlooker as to how the h/w n s/w integrate, i am feeling bored... Esp with everyone having their own tasks to do, n me, not having anything much to do other than helping out wif the integration... I've been really pampered over the last 2 months... Learning so much from Kelvin n being able to help him out... I think tts the ideal job... Me debugging a system while learning bt it from others... N then moving on to solving other problems...
Think my boss also too nice perhaps, she nt really giving me much to do... Sighs... I think i'd be happier being inundated by work...