Clubbing... n more...

Juz came back from chionging, or rather, clubbing... Hmm... Went to zouk, and it was like super duper crowded... U gotta like squeeze or nudge past soooo many ppl before u actually can get to the "final" destination... N even when u get thru, there'll be like !&@)#)!*!&)@#*!} ppl trying to squeeze past u... It was kindaf funny, we had to like try 2 form a circle to get some space... to like "shake" our bodies a bit... Lolz... But its really like being in a market where u're being pushed along or pushed by e huge crowd... N of cos, thx to my fren who accompanied me there...

Though it wasnt too bad, as in the its easy to like dance to the rhythm, etc, but i still dun really c much bt it tt attracts ppl to it faithfully... Mebbe i'm juz not used ya? Haha... Scully i go a few more times then becoe die hard clubber liaoz... =p But think e company's really impt... How much u enjoy really kindaf depends on who u go wif... yeah... Hmm...

Had a slack day today, n read the Da Vinci's code... (yeah, its kindaf late tt i read it now... quite a pity i must say) shall not spend time here telling u all how great i think e book is, but rather, prefer to juz think about 1 pt the book brings out... No offence to christians, but if lets say a religion is initially wrong, ie. has wrong facts about it... Shd we really reveal the truth about it n shatter it completely? i.e. embracing the truth about it? But if it is really fulfilling its entity as a religion, i.e. by giving hope to all those who believe in it, n helping them? Though based upon wrongly, but if it is beneficial to mankind, shd we reveal e truth n break it? or keep quiet... This strikes in similarity to the past revolutions of the previous years... Whereby the uesless emperors were overthrown mercilessly to give birth to a new emperor of another heritage... But yet, shd we insist on overthrowing it e.g. (fan qing fu ming) so tt our own emperor will lead us, even though he may not be so competent? I think its really a matter of whether we can accept the fact tt there are others who are better than us... Even though we may not say it, but there's a certain personal ego in each of us... which engenders us to think tt we're superior to others... N thus, most races or tribes cant accept being ruled by someone of a different race... As again, this brings me to a movie i juz watched on e plane: Hero... Where the tyrant was not assassinated even though he's not a gd emperor... The country would split up n revert back to the old times of chaos... Which is worse than e current plight... Hmm... So shd we reveal the truth at times, even though the truth hurts? Hmm... *scratches head*

Random Quote of e day: "Sometimes u keep searching fer something, only to realise tt its always been by ur side... "
====> start looking from where its closest... not e opposite...

Added music to the site!

Mebbe u've realised by now tt there's a song in e back ground when u all are viewing e blog.. Eh, u shd by now.. Else u shd either change ur comp, or change ur ears... Well, i dunno if u all like it... But its my latest "crush" fer the moment... But if anyone wants a change of music, i'll try my best to change it... Anything u feel tt i shd change my music to, pls put it onto the tag board... I'll consider all suggestions...

P.S.: in case u dun like e music, juz click stop at the toolbar there to stop e music...

The lil things we do...

Sarcasm is a very popularly employed tool we use nowadays... I'm sure everyone knows ppl who are sarcastic in their words, be it in a +ve or -ve way... there are many forms of sarcasm, but yet sometimes, we dun even know y we're being sarcastic for... It occurs to naturally... Its commonly used to actually express disapproval in an indirect way. Come to think of it, when's e last time u're passing cynical remarks? Y are u doing tt... Lemme guess... Its when someone does something u dun really like, n so u juz pass some irresponsible remarks...

Everyone has a certain stuff tt they do not like about others, not tt u totally condemn e person becos of it, but its juz something which u think they'd be better off not having... Yet, no one is perfect n we all understand tt... so we gotta tolerate this trait of theirs... But we secretly hope tt they can change this trait... But the truth hurts, n its prefered not get our hopes high but rather juz hope tt they change.. So most ppl will, instead of asking if things have changed, juz ask if they're still of the bad state which we think they're in... N then, secretly hoping tt they are wrong... Which actually means, its actually a form of their display of concern, but yet exasperated by their inability to change... Hmmm... Do u always do tt? I think i'm lydat... Am i?

Thinking aint too gd at times... E more we think, e easier fer misunderstandings to arise... So y think?

Sometimes u juz trust ppl so much... But yet u dun show it fer e sake of revealing ur vulnerable side...

I was trying to think bt stuff yesterday... But yet, no answer is reached... I guess, u may be sure tt u know urself very well, but there're always stuff about urself tt u nv know... Mebbe not fer u, but apparently i've hit an undiscovered paradise in my heart... Something which i can nv fathom...

Random quote of the day:" Sometimes, there're limits as to how well we shd know a person..."
===> It aint gd to know someone too deeply... Sometimes, to some ppl, mebbe we shd juz stop somewhere....

Everything has changed, yet it remains so ever similar...

Juz went fer a class gathering yesterday... Its been like quite some time since we all last met... Great Session i must say, we had a steamboat n of cos some nice games... Its hard to say if ppl have changed... The "cow" of e class ate is even hungrier than b4... She eats even more than before... (yet, amazingly she is still not fat) The "li siao" guy "li siao"s even more than b4... (yet, he's still very popular) The "cute-cute" gal gets even "cuter" wif increased cheena accent n "innocence"(her lvl of "tehness" has increased again, but yet, i remain unaffected... Or am i deluding myself?) N of cos, the lamester has grown even lamer... He's reached e ultimate lvl of lameness... (he tells jokes w/out knowing it, every word he says is a potential joke)

In a sense, everyone's personality grows to be more distinct, the handsome ones getting more handsome too ( eh, think all my frens shd know him... lol!) Yet, in a way, we have all developed into a more unique character... But the feeling wif them is still there... It is especially obvious in our games where we had those funny forfeits... It all comes back to like 5 yrs ago.. Juz after orientation where we all had so much fun together... Yeah, the gals are still darn gd in making the "DRINK"... the drink tt looks like coffee, wif some sediments, a sour smell, n of cos, tastes like vomit... Arrgh.. n guess wad... I lost the game in which e forfeit is to drink it... arrgh... I was like trying hard not to spit it out n vomit all over e place lorz, n yet, they still took photos of me in that pathetic state... Arrgh... But think its real gd to meet up after so long... Haiz... Reminds me of an old fren whom i haven seen in ages... Wonder how she's doing now...

Random Quote of the day: " Privacy is an entitlement, not a privilege. Being let in to other's privacy is a privilege, not an entitlement"
=====> U know the difference btw privilege n entitlement? If yes, its self explanatory, if not, wad can i do?

Who's fault is it?

Din really know how much i miss SG Tv until i watch this taiwanese game show... Its not those typical Jacky Wu kindaf crap (well, i like crap too) but its something of like a court case where celebs get to ratify the scandals the paparazzi created... Was so engrossed in it tt i din realise tt i was gonna be late fer my meeting wif frens until like err... 5 mins past e meeting time... Well, below is a lil description of wad the show is about..
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There is this celeb who's being accused of "dao chu fang dian" (everywhere put electricity, i.e. keep attracting guys... ) As usual, she plead innocent and then the host called upon witnesses and then let her clear stuff up... She has this lil scandal wif this guy who is younger than her... Apparently she counselled him until they became very close... But when questioned, she says she knows tt the guy likes her, but she dxn like e guy... then they called upon this 2nd witness which is, the guy itself... Then he told e host n "jury"(made u of other celebs) about wad happened btw him n her... She'd like complain of aches and he, being gd at massaging, would just help her massage, until e pt tt its like a standard thingy... Then when she tired, she'd like put her head against him... She even like knock on his door to ask him to go over her room to teach her how to sing( yes, kindaf funny but it seems as though she dxn know how to sing n need help) once late at night... N she even sent smses like "Hey, wad are u doing now? Must be picking up some ger right? Better call me back fast else i dun talk to u liaoz..." hmm... If u think this is awkward, then u haven seen the better part... They called upon a 3rd witness, another fren of this celeb.. N he revealed tt he's hurt, cos everything she n e previous did, they did it too... *thunder n lightning*
N he even read out one of her smses... Which is exactly e same as the one she sent to the previous guy... Omg... then she was like err... While the host tried to mitigate the effects by questioning the guys instead of the celeb... Though the eventual verdict was tt she does anyhow "fang dian" but one of the jury pointed out another pt tt the guys are at fault too, for having e wrong impression...
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I was so amazed at the awkwardness that ensued when the guys met n the celeb was like dunno wad excuse to give fer sending the same sms to 2 ppl with such content... But yet, she may be juz out to like have fun, or put it badly, flirt with others... Juz tt the guys treat her more seriously than she treats them... But where shd the limit lie? Guys like to be loved, n generally, they'll like those that like them... So this impression tt the ger likes them will be subconsciously built into them, until the point tt they become so nice to e ger tt they begin to like her... Yet, the ger treats them as her gd frens or normal frens only... So e qn lies: is the ger totally at fault? Or shd the guys be blamed for being too sensitive?

Someone told me this: There is no hard n fast rule fer the limit, but rather, the limit shd be set depending on the person who is being flirted... Hmm...

Random quote of the day: "We shd nv base our expectations of others by what someone else is or does"
=====> Juz becos someone is nice to us, dxn mean tt everyone has to be this nice to us ... This certain trait tt he has shd be a privilege for us, not an entitlement.

Nameless entry 1

Ok, dun ask me y its called Nameless entry... I'll just tell u cos there aint a name fer it... But then u can counter me by saying "nameless entry" is a name itself so in actual fact i'm wrong... N then i'll.... Ok, fine... its a paradox... Sth like, "i'm a liar"... Yar, but seriously, its cos i really dunno wad to say at times... I mean, this blog is so full of different stuff, n i dun really like write 1 essay on a certain topic... I prefer to juz say wadever i think of, so its really hard to think of a title... So from now on, whenever i say nameless entry, it most prob means some stupid rambling... Not tt e rest arent, but mebbe this one will be even worse...

Kk, enuff of the intro, now lets get down to business... Eh, wad business? Shucks... forget wad i wanted to write again... It always happens one lorz... There are certain events in e day tt spark off my thoughts... Then i tot of a random quote of e day... Then i wanted to remember it... Then try to think of it at intervals so tt i can remember it at e end of e day... But yes, it just had to disappear juz when i sit down in front of my comp to start rambling... (eh, dunno y i like e word rambling so much... Juz think it suits wad i'm doing soooo much) Anyway, yes, as i was saying... I juz keep forgetting it lorz... Makes updating this blog sometimes so painful... Arrgh... Ok, now i dunno wad to write again... Hate to write this kindaf 1/2 entries... Its like so pointless lorz... Even u readers will be like, " eh, wad are u writing about ar? Everything dxn flow..." Then i'll be so sad... Quality of my blog will be like dropping, not tt e quality is anywhere near gd in e first place, but yeah, the reputation n stuff will all be going down... Then it may juz get nominated for the reader's bane of e month or "the blog u shd say no to...", etc... But if u come to think of it, its always gd to leave a lasting impression on others, despite whether its gonna be +ve or -ve... If u cant "liu2 chuan2 qing1 shi3"(leave ur name in green) then its not too bad to "yi2 chou4 wan4 nian2"(leave a foul smell for decades)...
Hmm... now this may get a lil interesting... Would u rather prefer to just leave a bad name in history, or juz be someone who no one remembers after years... Both sound equally bad, but i reckon most ppl will choose the former... Most are of the hope tt even though they left a bad name, but they have a legacy... Some where in the future, there may be someone who actually idolizes them... Delusion? It may really be true u know... Sometimes, ppl juz prefer those "bad" ppl to those "gd" ppl... As the saying goes, "nan ren bu huai, nu ren bu ai"... (guys not bad, girls dun like) How true is this? Its also mostly true vice versa and i do agree wif it... But y? Y are the bad ppl more welcome than e good? Cos of the culture tt makes bad ppl cool n funky? Or izzit those "gd" ppl are viewed mostly as boring, stereotypical kindaf ppl who haf no life? Or could it be...?

Juz read my roommate's blog bt me... Dun worry mykoh, i wun (just) fireball u with 20 mana... I'll add in lightning bolts, fire blasts, incinerates, etc... If only i'm as wad u described me to be... But i aint so hua xin lorz... Its simply amazing how some ppl manage to like get gfs in a snap of the finger, while others toil secretly ferever, only to no avail, wif the target bo-chaping them, or merely treating them as substitute... The one being loved, n the one loving... which case is better? Most would agree tt u'd prefer urself to be loved by others, rather than being caught in this plight... Yet, if u are bestowed upon the power to decide, would u prefer tt ur other 1/2 loves u more than u love him/her, or tt u love him/her more?

Random quote of the day: Being selfless may be the most selfish thing to do...
===> U may be worrying bt e whole world, but do u know tt the whole world is worrying bt u too? Esp when u cant really take care of urself...

So familiar, n yet so...

Haha, met up wif my closest grp of frens... Hehz... Darn happy... They all nv really change, in fact, e person who change e most seems to be me... At least, i know tt i've changed much in my thinking n other stuff, but still i hold em to be e best grp of frens anyone can know... They all still tt crappy, n stupid Cong still being e "target" of all... Haha... Everything seems so like e olden dayz... Could feel my old self coming back to me, my old style of crap coming back to my head... Going to meet more frens nowadayz... Feel so relaxed tt i feel as though i've orded again, wif nothing on my mind... I dun wan study liaoz!!! Arrgh... Now a bit worried how i gonna get back to my studying lifestyle...

Its sometimes so amazing how much u actually think u know a person, but in e end, u realise tt u may be wrong after all... U always tot tt ur fren is "blah blah blah", others say he is "la la la" then imagine e shock when u figure out tt he aint really wad u make him out to be totally... Hmm... guess, there're always more to a person then we can actually know yer? But i still confident tt i know my frens quite well... Hope i no need to go thru this kindaf fate... Can foresee myself being totally shattered again if i find tt my frens are not wad they seem to me...

Dun really have much inspiration to talk much... So shall juz present a common quote fer today...

Random quote of e day: Dun get ur hopes too high, u'll juz fall deeper...

Slack me...

1st day in Sg... Everything seems to normal... My good old bed... one tt wun creak... Wif soft nice bouncy mattress... Hehz... Songz...N of cos, my 2 boasters... How did i survive on 1 thruout e sem? Haiz... Now feeling darn full... Ate too much juz now... Had one of those nice nice chinese meals wif family... "Yam paste is sooooo yammilicious!!!" But its oso e evil one... E one tt made me eat so much... Make me grow fat... ppl all say i grow fat liaoz... =-( Arrgh... Wad shd i do...

Think today's been a crappy day... I can feel all e crap in me coming back... Haha... Think i've irritated more than 3 frens today... N wif another few more going to be irritated soon... Lol! Even i sometimes oso cant take it... I'm juz so full of bull shit... haha... Anyway, this shall be a short entry... feeling very tired... Mebbe due to jet lag...

Random quote of the day: " Crap is useless, but speaking crap may be more than entertainment"
====> The result may be insignificant, but its e process tt counts...

Touch down!

Finally, i'm back!!! Haha... Slept a lot on the flight, in fact, so much tt i think i now too energetic liaoz.. 5 am in e morning but i still so awake... Juz finish eating my fav "bak gua"... *salivates* Hehz... Had a scared feeling b4 i touch down actually... Will life actually be e same as old times? Will ppl ard me change? or rather, will i have changed so much such tt i c things so differently? I'm not a particular fan of changes, nv really like change of environments... Mebbe tts y i felt so afraid to go to US initially... Worried tt i cannot cope wif the new ppl, new culture, new life... But now, having gotten so accustomed to it, i'm now on tentoerhooks bt life here.. but so far, think i still feel roughly e same...

Flight is too darn long... Got delayed somemore, so sianz... parents gotta wait fer me... But at least e trip from tokyo to sg got those personalized entertainment system... NW really improved after all... Haha... Food fer some reason was gd too... So tasty... Mebbe cos food in Pitt really sux? Lolz.. Nah, think i quite enjoy food in pitt too... But now tt i'm back... (shallnt say anymore b4 i get beaten up after i go back pitt)

Btw, fer ur info, those stuff i post on my blog, (or rather, crap to most) are juz random thoughts or scenes tt i think of... in fact, i may not even be agreeing wif wad i write at times... Yeah... "I'm simply trying to play a game of chess wif u, countering fer e sake of countering..." (quote from Nilak Datta, my InA teacher) The art of argument as he always says...

Haiz, come to think of it, e sem is over liaoz... Had quite a lot of fun during e sem, slacking rotting as always.. .Think next sem will be different... There're like so many things to do... So much tts gonna happen... N of cos, so many more courses... Mebbe i shd take less courses to slack ard more...

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Understanding Blitzy Chapter 1: Blitzy often writes fer e sake of writing... Blitzy may say fer e sake of saying... But Blitzy nv promises fer e sake of promising...
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Random quote of e day: "Doing nothing may be e best solution at times"
=====> Every problem has its own set of solutions... U juz may not be part of it...

Yeah, its me again...

Its e same old thing again... It all seemed so familiar... Me in my ocs shorts, squatting in the corridor, talking to 1 gal, 1 guy, 1 fren... Dun understand y its happening... Esp, Y must it happen to be me again? I'm really tired... The back of my hand is my flesh, so is the palm of my hand... Y must i choose? Y cant they understand tt juz as i was helping my palm, i was helping the back too... I do everything as i think is right... Yet e fact remains tt i am not dependent enuff... Fer em to seriously trust me... But I'm simply trying my best to create peace... Y must i be the trigger point of all e shit? Its not bt who is right or who is wrong... Its about y izzit me... i seem to be the one to start it all... Think at least this time, i'm being more understooded... But i'm really tired... It could be a sign, a sign tt...

Is trust really so fragile? Aint it possible fer anyone to really trust someone else completely? Sometimes, u juz wanna trust the other person so much... Yet sometimes, u dun really wanna make urself so transparent... but yet, u expect others to trust u... Is that really possible? I dunno... U want others to depend on u, u want to depend on others, yet, u ask: who is the one to trust? Or rather, are u the one to trust?

It is said tt kindness begets kindness... Such is the popularity of the saying tt it is widely propagated tt u shd be kind to others so that u can be rewarded... When u do stuff, it becomes more of a repaying kindness, or expecting to be repaid... Y did u attend ur last bday party? Y did u give ur fren a gift? Y did u ask someone out? Cos u feel bored? Cos u gave u something? Cos u want them to attend urs too? U need that person so u help him... Or u're juz doing it to repay him... Is this the way friendship starts? How will he feel? Does he know tt? Or is he still innocently treating u as his gd fren? Or rather, how would he feel if he knows tt he's nothing more than a fren who offer his services to u n tts e only reason y u're still treating him as a fren... Mebbe i'm being too pessimistic... But if he had not treated u so well... If he had not been doing all this lil stuff fer u.. Would things be the way it is now? Or will u 2 be simply "hi-bye frens"? Is the world really...? At least, i think i'm a lucky freak here... Surrounded by ... Or am i simply deluding myself? E more impt qn is: How bt u? Are ur frens really as they are? Or are they...

Sometimes u juz feel tt u're his close fren... Other times, u juz feel tt he's juz treating u as someone who is there to make up fer the extra time he has... How do u know? I dunno... I believe... I trust... I hope... I maybe wrong, but since i've chosen, i've no regrets... "Ren zhi chu, xin ben shan..."

Random quote of the day: " Expect the unexpected. Make sure ur expectations include the unexpected... "
====> But can it really be done?

Too much...

Finally, everything's over... Yay! Stress gone, instead left me wondering wad i shd do now... Like no aim here, nothing to do since not everyone done... shall juz escape to sg to relax... Now, instead i'll be gng to some drinking thingy which aint really my cup of tea... Hope nothing much will happen... as in no trouble will happen to me...

All of a sudden, i feel tired... A cloud of lethargy sets in... Enveloping me... surrounding me... Not brain tired ( i can still do cal 3d! lolz.. nah j/k...) Nor physically(i believe i can still run 5 km... Err, or maybe not... Too unfit to do tt liaoz... )But spiritually... Come to think of it... Y take on so much stuff at times... Maybe its finally time fer me to rest...

But at this pt of time...think maybe its a gd idea to contemplate washing your hands off everything tts happening ard you now... (if u're one of those helpful sorts, or put it blatantly, a busybody like me... ) Sometimes, u juz get involved too much until u may present urself to be overly enthu or nice to ppl... Yet u may be expecting too much from them... Could be... Expecting em to be a lil more considerate? To be a lil more responsible? To be a lil more caring... But if u wanna do it, then u shd do it wif no regrets... U shdnt be expecting anything at all... not even the slightest bit of repayment from em... But are u saintly enough for that? U may be... but it could be jolly well tt u're doing wad u are juz to make urself feel happy, and not really genuine concern fer them... So, mebbe its time u start thinking n understanding urself a lil better... Yeah, wad i'm doing now! Haha...

Sometimes, u could really be taken fer granted... Juz becos u're someone whom everyone can juz ask out easily, ask to do stuff, ask fer company... Someone too "sui bian"? Yet at times, u juz ask urself if u can seriously "harden" ur heart... Or will u be back to ur old self soon? Will u be in this state ferever? Or will this thought juz be a transient part of ur thoughts n before long, u'll be back to ur old self... jolly... happy... bouncy... Lively... Animated... Well, u get e idea... lolz... But its always gd to remain in one state... Switching back n forth only creates unpleasant memories... Hope i can remain solemn ferever now... Forget my crappiness... Then at least, i'll be able to sit down n mug more... Instead of doing crap stuff everytime i try to study... (like moving to seats closer to mei nus when i study) Haha... Lolz...

Random quote of the day: "Utilizing assumptions elevates ur life, relying on it breaks ur life"
===> Sometimes u may think u're doing it fer their own gd, but in actual fact, u nv know whether wad u do is really what they want, or wad is gd fer them...

Birthday Crap...

Was initially quite confident of my ece one... Until i went fer the review session... Dunno if its cos i was a lil dazed when i woke up (yes, i slept at the review session again!) but i a bit the dunno wad the guy is talking about... Arrgh.. A lil kan cheong liaoz... So go home had to like read up a lil... Not tt it'll help much anyway... but still, helps to boost my morale...

Nothing much went on e day, except tt being my bday, i was in a gd mood all e time... Until... I realised that i had indeed grown FATTER!!! NOoooo... N to think tt i cant fit into one super "sui" shirt from a great fren... Arrgh... Haiz... I tried out this shirt some time ago, n pardon me fer reiterating e blatant fact, but i really looked not bad in it... Was very tempted to buy it, but due to me being a poor boy, barely coping with my struggling finances, i din buy it... Nv tot he'd get it fer me... but this shall be my motivation to go on a diet... Grr... I've been telling myself tt i'll run at least once every 2 days back in sg... But it seems as though its only an excuse fer me to eat more now... Hmm... Excuses...

Warning: The below paras are juz some random thoughts of me which could be immensely boring, (sry but tts wad this blog is abt... E boring me...), thought-provoking ( its juz something i hope fer it to be though i know its not), or CRAP... (this shd be e correct description fer 99.99% of the times)

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Delusions... Its sometimes how amazing one actually deludes himself into stuff... There are many things in life that do not go as planned but yet, we can actually delude ourselves into believing stuff we want to believe... the human mind is just so .... juz so... (paiseh, me english cmi one, vocab a bit bad, cant think of word) Yet, sometimes, delusions are the way to go in life... To keep urself happy... Even though u may not be tt gd in certain stuff, by deluding urself bt it, n having the confidence to do it may in fact become a fact of life... Hmm...

Its the same thing as how sometimes ppl try to escape from reality... We run away from stuff, we avoid stuff, prefer instead to leave it dangling there instead of juz facing up to it... We seek solace in friends, diaries, n some even objects w/out life... Yet, this is but another process of facing up to reality... Personally, as we bring out these events from our minds, we tend to form lil opinions of the sub-events, which eventually brings us to a deeper understanding of the whole matter...
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Well, hope u're stil awake now Or if u're e smart one n juz skipped to this part... here's the random quote of the day: " Unreciprocated trust: the existence of one-way friendships..."

Touched...

Wah, tot i'm done fer my blog fer today... But there's a need to come back... Its now officially my b-day!!! N the best thing is, my gd frens remember it!! Seriously nv expect the wishes n presents... At that moment of time, time seemed to freeze n i was like in undescribable bliss... My trip to CMU really earned me one of the most precious items in life... Friendship... Can nv forget this 21st bday man... It was really special... where the strong bonds of friendship were manifested... Words cant express my gratitude, guys... Better stop now... B4 emotions overwhelm me... ... ...

Life goes on...

Went to eat KFC today... Wah, songz... Feel very happy after eating it... All e gd old memories coming back... Eh, wait a min... i going back to Sg liaoz... Hmm... So i eat fer what? Arrgh, but since wads done cannot be undone... Then, yay! KFC is sooo gd...

Hmm, think gotta clarify some stuff... dun think i'm hiding sides of myself... At least i dun think i need to... right? C no need fer me to do so too since i'm juz so wonderful... lolz..
Well, today's a much more relaxed day... So much better... But come to think of it, it aint too gd to slack fer like so many days then exam again... Tempo gone, hard to get back... But nvm, shall "try" to mug tmr... On my Bday! Lolz...

Random thought of the day: Sometimes, you dun wanna do the things u wanna do cos u dun wan others to know that u wanna do the things u wanna do...
====> so this person who u think treats u darn coldly may actually be....

1st entry... (wad a boring name, but brain dead so bo bian)

Finally decided to re-start my blogging again... only this time... its gonna be different! Yeah...
Well had a hard time deciding wad its gonna be like... But think i shall juz let my thoughts flow with the wind... "sui feng"...

Juz drank some soup made by Lisa... Haiz... Feels so nostalgic... Reminds me of mummy's potato soup... (which i'll be drinking in like 5 days time... Haha... ) ( dun be envious) "Sticks tongue out" Come to think of it, haiz, it'll be real xing fu to have like soup made by ur gf... Feel so envious of myKoh now... When will it be my turn?

Another observation of e day... Speaking chinese is really so much better than eng... fer some reason... think it makes ppl more qin qie... n makes em cuter too! *hehz* Mebbe its juz e blood in us, cheena ppl...

Since its e first entry, lemme make it a lil better by doing something i'm gd at... A famed person once mentioned that there are always 2 sides to a person... couldnt agree more... We are constantly showing different facets of ourselves to different ppl... Wif ur family, u're e cute guai boy whom i seriously am... (dun *cough cough*, its true ok?) Wif ur frens, u're the happening, typical average guy who drinks n parties.... Wif e one u love, u're e sweet, romantic, mushy, lovey-dovey guy... *goosebumps*
But yet, we're constantly battling to hide sides of us we dun want others to know... So, wad type of person are we really? I seriously dunno too...
E crappy blitzy who is full of s***?... (Not a wonder some ppl call me s*** hong) Or e typical nice guy next door, sth like a snag... (or more probably, acting like 1... ) Or interestingly, e chao buaya who's ferever zhong-ing se n qing-ing you... (it aint bad to be like this, at least i wun be lonely...) Or e vain, big biceps, trying-to-act-sei guy with all brawn but no brains? (Am i overrating myself?) Or e deep-thinking, philosophical, morally correct me? (its gotta be this!)

Random quote of the day: "Some times when u help others, u may think tt u are doing it fer them, but actually u're just doing it fer ur own self... "