Inuyasha - An anime tt'll always be a part of my life...

After weeks of d/ling n watching, i've finally reached e end of Inuyasha... Waiting for the d/l to finish, n cherishing every episode as though its e last, i've finally broke free of all those... By having watched e end of it... Many ppl have told me tt other anime is better, but yet, being as stubborn as i am, i still firmly believed tt Inuyasha is gd... N i wasnt wrong at all... However, its not the mission that makes me so deeply engrossed in it, but rather, its the development of the relationship between the male lead, Inuyasha, n the female lead, Kagome tt makes me a staunch supporter of it...

Its nothing fanciful, just simply that the female lead likes the male lead... But the male lead has an ex, of which the female lead is the reincarnation of... Yeah... Well, things get complicated, but n there was an episode whereby the male leads chooses his ex over the female lead... Yet, Kagome continues to stick wif Inuyasha in his mission... If we like someone, we shd really wish for the other party's well-being... Even if we are rejected, there's no reason for us to dislike the other party because of that... Its really a battle between ego and liking... If ur ego is greater, well, then u'd most prob take the latter path... which is quite sad... N vice versa...

The mere simplicity of the relationship really keeps me hooked on to the series... Wishing nothing more than the male n female lead can get together... Even though i know deep down, they're just characters created by the producers, but i seem to see them as more than mere characters... Perhaps, its just me... An easily touched person, who is forever moved by the actions of the characters in the story line... With the accompaniment of the lil pieces of soothing music that follow, it really gives me the feeling of peace and at ease... in spite of the "someone"s in my life... I've always been a great fan of soothing n melancholic music, my sadistic nature of relishing myself lying on my bed, basking in the mood of the music tt puts my ever-turbulent thoughts n feelings to rest...

Even amidst my finals in summer school, i stayed up till unearthly hrs just to watch the series... N after i come back to sg, the series being one of my favourite pasttimes which i always so carefully cherished... The worst thing is, even though the series ended, but the story is far from over... I really hope the producers would continue developing the story line, i'll also go search for the comic if there is... I dun buy comics, but now, well, i'm really a goner liao.... totally caught onto it.... But well, it has left me with a msg... A msg which i probably will carry with me for the yrs to come...

Busy dayz... How i miss them...

Was kindaf bz in e past few dayz... Gng out, having fun, n talking cock... But wad interests me most is not really e activities, but rather, some lil lessons or experiences which i learnt from over the past few days...

1. A ger once commented on somone... "He's too nice to be a bf" => he does too much for anyone, so much tt its hard to be his gf, cos any conscientious person would wanna give back as much as she/he has received...
So does tt mean, tt u shdnt be too nice?

2. Had a lil discussion wif my frens e other days... After hearing wad they say, it seems to be tt the "zhong hou lao shi" (honest n frank) guys are not really e "in" thing nowadayz, gers seem to prefer e playful guys... At least, the so-called "playful" guys seem to be much more popular wif e gers as compared to my other more "honest" frens...

3. But of cos, how u feel bt ur social skills or circle of frens really depend on individuals... If u're contented wif ur lifestyle, then i guess, tts e best of all, regardless of whether u are really having a "fruitful" life as others see it... IT dxn matter how others c u, wad matters is how u see urself...

Well, its an odd time to be blogging too, just trying to get these thoughts off my chest, amidst the many others which i've been thinking about... perhaps, its just tt these are the ones tt can be written...

I finally got to play pool!

Finally, i played pool after all my dayz of craving... HEng wx is nice enuff to play wif me, n it was really fun! but realised i lost much of my touch, esp my qie-ing into the centre pocket... i kept trying n failed lorz... darn demoralising... though i still won a few times, due to my feeling slowly coming backk... But how come i miss my fav middle pocket qie!!! must practise more... But who to call? *sobz* all those who play pool always seem so bz... Someone who plays pool pls tell me u wanna play too leh!! help!

Summer contact was not bad... too bad ppl left too early, then i kept eating the satays which are darn nice... think i keep trying not to waste food, tts y i end up eating a lot... Haiz, my virtue turning into a fault... Make me fat nia... Talkig bt fat... I've grown fat too! Grr... Everyday eat... Esp wif my inuyasha d/ls being completed... Then once i start one episode... i cant stop.. N furthermore, there seems to be a great force of attraction b/w my butt n the big leather chair... Ah! i know, must be Newton's law of attraction.. Two big masses being attracted... Tts y so hard to pull it away... I did manage to pull it away forcefully though... The only reason was cos my nose was pulling me to the lure of the nice food my dad brought home... lol... But quite sad lehz, inuyasha coming to an end... In fact, i dare not watch too fast but yet, i wanna watch too... I wanna know e ending, btu i dun want it to end too... So its kindaf like in a dilemma... shd i? or shdnt i?

Played mahjong again finally after like yrs of not playing... din wan to play for money initially one, but frens all want... so i just sui bian go along though i din really want too... Lost a lil at the start then i did a one dragon one color win to really win some... Din really care bt the winning, but think its more of ego... In e end, i left after the north feng... decided tt money not involved at the end of the match, which is gd, cos i dun wanna be addicted to gamblin... nv liked playing fer money anyway... Played till liek 2 am lorz... which is darn late... cos gotta finish e rd b4 i get back... kena scolded by parents when i got home... Haiz... Yeah, they had to stay up for me.. Cos some forgetful guy din bring hsi keys out... oops... but well, it aint too bad a night... at least the day was fun...

Recovery...

Well, these 2 days have been quite good for me, as compared to that shitty wednesday... Finally, i managed to play pool after coming back to sg... Well, to be exact, i played snooker, but it was really quite fun... Haiz, really hope to be able to play more often these days, but since mingyang's gng to taiwan next week, i think i most prob wun be playing next week... Unless i manage to get my bz frens to entertain me... :)

Nv knew the sting ray at Newton Circus was so nice, until a great fren intro-ed me to it... For some reason, i'm now like ordering Oyster omelette at almost every hawker centre i go... Was nv so into it before... Think must be the 1st time i went to the makan sutra place near esplanade wif my frens then they order then it tastes so gd... Makes me crave for it... But most importantly, NEwton Circus there still has one of my favorite cheng teng! Its still as good as ever...

But just realised tt nowadayz, when i'm driving, i'm driving a lil reckless, as in, i driving a lil too fast fer my own good... Shd really tone down my driving, drive a lil more careful n slower... Felt darn bad after performing a reckless reverse cos i mistakenly went into a one way road... Then i quickly reverse when i saw tt... Was a lil irritated n think i may be slightly harsh to my fren beside me who was guiding me... Well, i wasnt exactly irritated at her or blaming her at all, in fact i was more of a lil like sarcastic mode... But it could've been mistaken as tt... Cleared stuff up already but still feeling a lil sore inside me...

Played some sports today, finally! After tonnes of slack n fat gaining dayz... But in e end, i still went to eat all e unhealthy sinful food... Haiz... Hope the exercise stil helps... But i'm getting FAT!!! Yes... Help me... Someone... When all my sports khakis seem bz, n my parents heaping tonnes n tonnes of tempting food in front of me... How to not grow fat! Tmd... Another problem for me is the stupid pop ups which keep appearing n irritating me... I tot i had pop up blockers n stuff but they dun seem to work... Anyone who knows how to solve this stupid problem pls HELP!!!

Today has been a great day though, at least i felt tt it was well spent.. Unlike some other days where i simply rotted my time away... Which is so darn disappointing... Considering the # of dayz i have left b4 i go back to studying... N studying... N studying... Eh, ok larz, i dun study tt much, n i certainly dun foresee myself studying tt much, but still, it'll be muggerish for me too lorz next sem... I have so many things left undone which i must do... One of which includes me learning how to ICE SKATE!!! Dunno y i want to learn it too, but just feel tt it might be a fun thing to do... Kaka...

I am NOT In A GooD MOOD!

think rating's a stupid idea... Shall abandon it all together... Dun ask me y...
Shall juz give a summary of wad i gng to write...
Well, for today, its nothing but just me complaining bt shit... a lil offensive at times, so if u dun wnt, dun carry on...

I lost my APPETITE today!!! The worst thing tt can happen to me lorz... Dun feel like eating anything at all, not even malay nasi padang or carrot cake or wadever shit... Lunch is actually a chore! Not becos i'm torn btw choices but, i dun wanna eat anything... But still gotta eat to pacify my parents... In e end had kfc for lunch... Which i wasnt enjoying at all... Every mouthful was like more for my parents comfort than mine... watched inuyasha in e afternoon... Till i no more episodes to watch... Then dunno wad i did.. Laid on e bed... Couldnt fall asleep though... Dunno wad i was thinking thru... Then in e end, fell asleep for like 20 mins... But i was dreaming throughout... Dreamt tt i was back in army... N i had to wake up darn early the next day... Then i was frightened up... Still had the terror of army daze in my mind... Waking up early... Arrgh, something which i absolutely hate!!! Stupid... Y must everyone wake up early... N y must my lessons be so frekaing early next sem! Knn... N the time table is till so screwed up, i haven finihs planning the courses i suppose to take yet.. .then i continued to stare emptily into space... Went back to check on my comp for new inuyasha episodes but too bad... Still dun have... Sianz... Felt really no appetite, to the point tt i had to pang seh my frens who're meeting fer dinner... Felt really bad.. Cos seldom meet up n i had agreed to it before hand... But i really dun feel like eating good food... waste money nia...

At night even better, had to try to be the middleman in a quarrel.... Despite the fact tt i wasnt exactly feeling the best of mood...
Dunno wad else to say... Mood not there! Dunno wads wrong wif me... Mebbe i know, but dun think it shd be THAT thing... N even if its THAT thing, i cant do a shit about it... Anyway, i really dunno wad to write... or eat... Me w/out food is not me at all... yar... tts all... End of the most wasted day in my holz...

Rating : 3.3 (not a very exciting post... juz some rambling here n there...)

Had the "luck" to be able to attend a $120 herbal dinner by Eu Yan Seng on sun... Yes, $120 n i ate it for free!!! Well, i've always like herbs n was kindaf expecting a really nice herbal dinner... Turns out... Not bad...
1st dish... 2 prawns wif 1/4 apple, in some sauce which is supposed to be a paste of some herb...
2nd dish ... Seafood soup wif prawn meat... Hmm... Not too bad, at least got some herbs ... Though the herbs seem kindaf lil... N not too strong too...
3rd Dish... Emperor drumstick... MAchiam like those huang di ji but only tt we only got a drumstick wif some herb.. Well, the chicken is not bad i must say though...
4th dish... Herbal fried rice... The name explains it all, rice fried wif herbs... Tts all... N the herbs are just common herbs, eg gou qi ji, huai shan, ginseng, etc...
5th dish... Aka dessert... Black sesame tang yuan... wif almond paste which i find too sweet...
N...
Well, tts all... Shallnt comment anymore on the "great dinner" but well, mebbe my expectations were a lil too high...

Wanted to go ice skating in e day one, (now, tts something i really really wanna learn! ) but knn, we go there then the rink is booked... But i shall not give up!!! Will go there again some time... grr...

Juz watched Fantastic 4... Think the show is actually not bad, at least i quite enjoyed the plot n everything... But somehow, the ending scene was a lil disappointing, with the final battle being a lil let down imo... But Jessica Alba is darn hot, n i actually think she looks a lil like fiona xie... But too bad, her face not really my pattern, mischa barton still rulez!!!

Ultimate Dui-ness!

Rating: 4.3 (i quite like this short story... Its always been my wish to come up wif lil descriptive essays, though i dun write well.. .But well, at least i've tried... :))

N e story goes... about a prodigal son finally wanting to be filial for once... After gng out fer many dayz...

He wants to treat his parents n sis to a great meal, in the form of sushi which his parents haven really tried b4... Well, he knows there's this not bad place in suntec which has good sushi... Kk, he has just been there yday, so he knows best... Well, so he reaches home at 6 +, before taking a quick bath and embarking on his lil journey at 7, driving his parents on a supposedly 20 mins journey... (replacing his dad for once as the family chaeffeur... Lz him always sleeps n enjoy e air con in the car while his dad does everything, esp paying... ) Ok, well... wif Wang Rong's Papa Mama softly playing in e back ground, he slowly drives to suntec... Then the confident him makes a wrong turn... sianz1/2... This has to happen when he's running late... But wif his dad's superb guidance, he manages to navigate out of the situation quite well... *+ 7 mins * But there was like a super long jam at the right lane where everyone turns... Dun ask him y... *+ 5mins* He makes e correct turn, but once again, his amateurish driving causes him to be unable to switch to the correct lane to make another turn, due to the huge flow of traffic... n every other driver not letting the poor boy cut them... So well, he makes a big round and attempts again... *+ 8 mins* Finally, he turns onto the correct road, n sees suntec infront in e distance... "Food awaits" he thinks...

But jsut as he thought he finally reached the place, he saw this barrier set up... n he is forced to turn away from final destination... Even though the urge to just go straight "WTH is going on" is the thing going on in his mind, until he hears some "boom boom" in the backgrd... Fire works... Well done... NDP... N he dxn know bt it... Then he thinks, it might be better to turn to RAffles city then walk to suntec... Another big round made... *+10 mins*
But he dxn want his parents to walk to far, so he asks one of the ppl on duty, they told him tt he can still get into suntec, just go to the road after shaw tower n turn right... "Ok, nvm, i'll try again, " he tells himself... So he heads off to that shaw tower in e distance.... wif traffic jam... N every other A B C D cutting him like mad... Arrgh... *+10 mins* But u cant turn right at rochor road! Its a one way going left!!! ARRgh... TTs it... He continues on his aimless drive, even his compass sitting beside cant do a thing bt it... He just moves on to a highway, or wadever road u call it, and after like after 10 mins of driving... He ends in MArina bay! Songz boh.... *+10 mins* Now, how to get out n meet his poor sister wandering at city hall when he's hollanded at marina... turning here n there n still unable to get out... Then he uses the last trick up his sleeve... which nv fails to work... He exchanges seats wif his dad!

Hahaha... N after some asking ard for directions, where other bus drivers conclude that there's no way to get into suntec city, they followed the "coaches-along-the-road" road... to some unknown highway where his dad turns over to robinson road, LAU PA SAT!!! *+10 mins* Ok, story getting a lil long liaoz... Even i'm tired after typing it... So i guess the readers shd be tired liaoz... But if u've read until here, its really a great feat... the smart cute boy writing this congratulates u fer ur effort... Lolz... Ok, and finally, they arrived at their destination... After around 1.5 hrs of driving... In Sg... Omg, can u believe it? Well, i can... I've just seen it... Now wads left is for him to walk to Raffles mrt to wait for his poor sis taking the mrt from city hall... N his long wait there, enhanced by his ultimately sian n dulan look, has even prompted the police standing there to ask him wad he's doing there... Wth! How can this honest n nice-looking guy even be doubted of his integrity! Ok finally, after picking up his sis from RAffles mrt, amidst the huge human crowd there, the family finally manages to enjoy a good meal at Lau Pa Sat... Satay!!! Yeah... Btw, if anyone is interested in satay any time, this author is always available for it...

Note: In case u decide to scroll down in advance, or after having read this lil story... U must be wondering about themotive behind the story... Well, here's it: When ur dad is ard n offers to drive, LET HIM DRIVE!

Have i actually been to US?

Rating: 4.0 ( not too long, but juz some lil reflections... )

Was darn sianz yday, after having accidentally deleted one of the vital episodes of my inuyasha... Tmd... Now i'm like stuck at 1 episode, having to finish download it before i can actually view the rest.. Arrgh... Pls d/l faster lehz... I buah tahan liaoz... *addiction catches up* (as Blitzy wanes out in boredom... ) Well, heng today is suppose to be a go-out day, so at least the effects of not having any inuyasha to accompany me are mitigated... But even having said so, after having come home, i start to feel empty again... W/out e cute inuyasha n even cuter kagome... boo...

What is the 1st impression u get when we talk bt gng to US? Big sized ppl? Oily fried food? More "things" to see? Drinking parties? Openness? Well, tts wad i expect initially before i went... But after i went, i was quite happy to see that things in CMU are actually quite ok, wif me being able to accept most of the stuff... Then thats wad i tot US was all about... Until my fren started telling me stuff bt US... Stuff which is wad we'd normally expect... So which means, CMU is actually considered quite mild... Hmm, so i haven really seen the true US at all... But the things i heard from my fren is really quite bizarre lorz... Eg, naked runs in winter... Ok, running naked is bizarre enuff, but in winter... Omg... They must be mad! And also gays kissing! Well, fer some reason, dun think i've seen any gays wif PDA in cmu... And they actually have a magazine wif "not so decent" content done by students from the school? Wif students posing as models? Omg... Tt sounds so wrong lorz... Heng my school dun have... Guess it'd be funny if u saw a familiar person in e mag, just to turn ur face n realise that he/she is sitting beside u... lolz...

Comparing wif my other frens, i oso feel so empty... As though i haven learnt anything... But seriously ar, i haven learnt much... Comon larz, i've taken only 1 ece course( intro to ece :electrical n computer engineering) n tts all! which is really just introduction course... But at least i had some programming courses which makes my technical life a lil more fruitful... I learnt more bt humans n arts courses though, taking 1 course in almost every field... philo, psych, econs, english, decision science, stats... Nothing deep though, now i feel so inadequate, having merely touched upon the basics of the various fields... Jack of all trades... wad an appropiate word... It really describes me well, knowing a lil bt many things but nv knowing deep about anything... makes me feel machiam like so inadequate... haiz... *reflects upon past*
Looking back at the past, it makes me sad to regret not doing something which i shd have done in the past... But well... Wad can i do...

Yummy yum yum...

Rating : 3.5 ( feeling quite emotional today... )

Finally, i managed to get my fingers onto some really delicious durians... Yum... N to make it even better, he got 4 durians for like $6!!! Can u believe it? Its so freaking cheap n good... ITs been so long since i gotta eat durians... Wasted no time in indulging in all that bliss... Was reminded of a fellow durian lover, one who likes durians a lot too... Its been some time since we last met, wonder how she's doing...

Felt kindaf bored today, had an urge for pool but realised tt there's not many ppl i could ask out... Everyone seems to be working nowadayz, n not everyone has similar interests as me... pool, badminton, soccer, ktv, lan, wadever!!! I hate to whine but, I AM BORED!!! Well, at least its just in the afternoon, felt much better now, even though i din get to do any of these... Think its just e mood... Started to feel better too, as my head is finally starting to clear up some stuff which has been bothering me quite badly...

Spent the day watching hk drama serials, my addiction causing my butt to feel its inertia even more... Cant seem to get out of the couch... finished like 10 episodes of drama serials, thanks to my usual habit of fast forwarding... But as i watched, i really got myself fully engrossed in the relationship btw the leads... Izzit really possible for us to genuinely have feelings for 2 ppl at the same time? Or is love only defined by its uniqueness of feelings towards a certain someone... We cant really control the way we feel, we can only control our actions... Y cant anyone empathise with the person trying to control his feelings, instead of blaming the person for his/her duo-qing-ness... Think if everyone can try to empathise with everyone else, then this world would be a much better place to stay in...

Just like any normal day?

Shall introduce a new element into my posts... my own personal rating of my post!
Then at least ppl who actually read my stuff can know when not to read
Today's rating: 3.7 (think today's stuff is still quite ok... some crap mixed into it, but still not tt bad... I hope... )

Finally, i embarked on my quest to start storing up all my inuyasha episodes... Had been quite miserable over my pathetic disk space... No more space to d/l them... I was so despo tt i had to resort to deleting all my games... N programs... N i FINALLY cleaned up my hard disk... But the space still not enuff... Really din wanna delete the old episodes, think its really an anime worth watching... Then finally, i decide to go simlim to buy an external hard drive to store it as well as my future stuff... Then as usual, i deliberated, pondered, thought it over, n then decide to wait first... As expected lor... I can nv make decision on spot to buy something expensive one... Bo bian lorz, me poor boy, gotta think twice b4 spending money... (actually its more than twice... but well...) Until, Chow gave me the perfect idea to resolve it... Burn it all into CDs! Ok, i admit, its not a particularly brilliant idea and anyone would have tot of it, but to me, it seemed like the ultimate solution for me at tt time... Cheap, not too troublesome, n can get more disk spce... Y din i think of it earlier? Then i wun have deleted so much stuff... Haiz... Chow, always e man to turn to... For either a feasible solution or simply a lame idea to luff over... N yes, i finally thought of the word to describe him, something which i've been trying to n not being able to... His words make u "ku siao bu de" (cry luff also cannot)... Dunno y i've been talking so much bt him too, just find him kindaf interesting to talk bt... Lol! Someone whom many ppl dun find interesting, except me... (hmm, tt somehow sounds a lil wrong...)

Talking bt my anime, one of the reasons i like it so much is the girl in there has a char which seems to be my ideal gf... ( living in my lil fantasy... )
1. someone who can bicker wif me n yet have a sweet side to her... (well, tts a tuff requirement..)
2. someone who's not too insistent on stuff... (i am not an insistent person, n if my gf is, then i most prob will be henpecked liaoz... so cannot... )
3. pretty (of cos larz, i'm still like any old superficial guy out there!) But then again, i think whoever i like will be pretty to me...
4. end of list? Hmm.. Mebbe next time i recall then come fill in bahz... lolz...

Dunno y i suddenly write this too, but just feel like writing... so write lorz!


Well, today kenaed my first buah... N it had to be a taxi... Well, result was tt nothing serious happened... But its not my fault lorz... At least i dun think it is even though i buahed it in the back... Cos he was turning out abruptly... Nothing would've happened if i had rushed thru, but i had to slow down to give the stupid taxi the chance to try to squeeze his way out... then wham... But well, at least its nothing too serious, so just treat it as a bad patch lorz... But just feel darn sianz lorz...

Was talking to a fren bt maturity... Can u actually make urself mature by thinking maturely? or does maturity come naturally? Do u think u're mature now? Or do u dunno n try to judge if u are mature from the way u have been doing things... Well... Its really a huge topic to talk about i think... ( or mebbe i'm just thinking too much...) I always think tt u shd have the effort to try to think maturely, or try to act maturely... Then let ur own inbuilt nature take over... but sometimes, too much trying may get u to lose the very char tt u were... Becoming into a totally different person... But well, this brings me into the topic of our identity... What determines us? Our char? But if our char change, then we are no longer us anymore? Or perhaps, there's some base char which formulates our actions... But well, i dunno too... Shdnt even go into this kindaf topic... Make me think n lose sleep nia... So shallnt think anymore... Write a lot liaoz... Shall go watch tv liaoz! Haha...

Double post!

Surprise surprise! Haha, i too bo liao so come post again... Just remembered sth tt i really wanted to write down... As i was saying bt me changing, realised tt several frens of mine have changed too...
e 2 most notable changes...

Ali: I must say he's really changed from a totally shy guy to now a guy wif a gd fashion sense, and being much more outspoken than b4... N of cos, he seems to have matured over the past sem....

Lynx: Well, u've always been one i would nv think to slump into depression... U've always seem so cool-headed, always so knowing wad to do... But the end of one road, may only be the start of another road... Hope u can get over stuff soon! Really wish to see the old yc back...

N of cos, the one who nv changed at all...

Chow: Still as into gaming as ever... Still full of lame jokes as ever... Still as blur at times as ever... n of cos, as adorable as ever... :)

How i wish i could turn back time... In this very instant... If i had made a different choice then, things could have changed by so much... At this very moment, i really hope i had done certain things back then, which i know i'd nv do now... Until maybe...

Summer... Sg... N More...

Guess its been really long since i last updated this... Felt really bad, but well, i guess procrastination is just too inbuilt in me... I kept telling myself i'd update it today, then tmr... But somehow, e day just nv comes... or rather, the mood to write dxn come... Until today... All thanks to an old fren who somehow inspired me back to writing...
Well, summer's finally over... In simply 6 weeks... everyday was kindaf routine for me, so much that i tend to be unable to differentiate btw the different days of summer... But basically, each week represented a new programming assignment, until the last week, where its just simply finals.... Xbox became a huge part of my life from week 2 onwards.... Xmen legends and winning eleven are simply too irresistable for me... Had really much fun playin wif winning eleven wif yihang, junwei, mingyang, who were co-incidentally also the "inner circle" as coined by one of us... Programming, then winning eleven, then programming, then winning eleven...
Had a nice trip to NY/NJ during my 4th weekend, where some really great frens played host to me n mingyang... Really appreciated their efforts to try to make our stay as pleasant as ever... NY times square was really kindaf huge, n exciting, full of life n everything... N of cos, what can be better than 6 flags... I've always been afraid of heights, but i jus kindaf hecked n continued... N it was... really scary lorz... The rides were so freaking fast n furious, i could feel part of me being left somewhere up in the air even when i reached the ground... It was then i fully grasped the meaning of "butterflies in ur stomach"... lolz...
It was also during that fateful trip that i was introduced to my newest addiction... Anime... By the name of Inuyasha... It occupied my mind fully, and i was made to carry my laptop to school everyday... For the sake of d/ling... Haha... I left my laptop on during lessons, during meals, almost every instant of my school life... And every night, w/out fail, its inuyasha... Even during those nights b4 exams, i was still watching till 3+ 4...
Finally, everything culminated on those 2 days, 23rd n 24th of june... N then its all over... Just like that... I really cant believe that summer school is finally over and that i was coming home to sg... It all seemed so surreal, mebbe its cos i've been in pitt for too long... But well, now tt i'm back, i adapted back to sg life like almost instantly... haha... I mean comon, wads so difficult about slacking? Lol! But just a lil side note...well, it aint too easy to try to meet up wif frens, of cos, there're always frens whom u wanna meet but arent free... Or izzit just u? Haha... So its always gd to be able to catch hints... But i must say, sg food really rox! I dun even feel like exercising nowadayz, preferring to just eat n slack... Today was even worse, think its one of my solemn days... Hate to kena it when i'm meeting frens, cos i will be quite occupied wif my thinking, rather than talking or listening to others... Haiz...

Just met up wif some jc frens... It was only after talking to them tt i felt how much i've changed over time... though everyone seemed to mature liao (i think), but they still seem the same... Well, i really wish i could say the same of me... But i just think tt compared to the past, i've really changed quite some... Juz hope tt i can say tt its for the better... But, who am i to judge myself?