Last Week of Class...

When i first came to cmu, there wasnt a time i wished that i was here instead of singapore... But now, for some weird reason, i am actually starting to enjoy my life here more... No doubt i miss my frens n family, but the freedom here i enjoy, is, well, a lot... I can do wadever i want, literally anything... N this is made worse by the tonnes of ppl leaving... I mean, this is the last school week that i will actually be spending with my buddies... After tt, it will be finals, n me, either staying for summer here alone, or slacking away in sg until i get totally bored... Both dun sound too exciting...
N next sem, our dinner grp will be reduced to just me n mingyang... Sigh... But at least there is still mingyang...

This is the last week of the sem... Everyone ard me seems to be ever so busy, while i am here, still having time to blog... Well, i said b4 this sem would be slacker, n see, i am right... Capstone got mingyang, grad course got junwei, cfm steady one... For once, i actually feel leechy... N it dxn feel good at all... Sighs...

My schedule for next sem dxn seem better... Of cos, i will include some fei courses... Like EJ 1... haha... I seriously think tt sometimes, having more courses balances out ur life more... N hopefully i will be doing more stuff than just studying itself... Its the last yr i get to enjoy myself b4 i actually start work... N this thought makes me feel ever so old...

Even though i am already 20 +, but i rarely feel old... But now its a different story... I see the ppl ard me (exclude sgreans), they are all like 19, 20, etc... i know i am old when i actually feel so jaded bt stuff... Tired of working... tired of studying... Just hoping that someday i can win the powerball n do nothing... though i haven buy b4... Maybe next sem shd start... Sigh... I think i am starting to sound like mingyang (or perhaps not), but its cos i have finally reached another phase of life...

Time flies

Its been a while since my last post... There are several reasons for it...
1. My life has been boring...
2. The spoilt keys on my old laptop made it a pain for me to even blog
3. I just din have the mood to write

But its been nearly 1 month, n here i am, back...
Just watched an episode of scrubs, n it ended off with a statement that got me thinking.
" Everyone has a role to play in the world". N it can easily remind me of the situation at hand now... A grp is fun only with jokes n humor... N normally in a grp, there is always those who poke fun at others, n others who accept being poked... U just need to know where u stand...

Same thing in society... U may be the ones being manipulated by those in power, or those with power. U could be an officer in army, holding the power of giving ur men off, or u could be the one suffering. But no matter which position u are in, there will be other situations in which the role is reversed. Everyone has their place in life, and there is only so much anyone can do... Or rather, so much I can do to change this balance...

Even until now, i am still deciding on whether i shd stay for summer, or return back home to sg... Everyone may be excited bt gng back to sg, yes i am too... But i dun really want to spend my time doing nothing in sg... YES, its true... I wanna do something in summer... Not the whole summer... but some time during summer... But i wanna slack also, like have time to myself n stuff... its so contradicting, i just dunno wad i want... Sigh... 1 more week to decide...

boy bands...

Been listenin to boy bands once more, 5ive is the top of my list, with songs like closer to me, when the lites go out, dont wanna let u go, etc... N when i listen to them, it certainly brings back memories of my jc life... N i now start to think, wad have i been doing in my jc life? No doubt it was fun, but there are indeed certain stuff i regret when i come to think of it now... haiz...

Summer is still in a blur... I am totally lost as to wad to do... N wads worse, my courses next sem will be bad... Sianz... Courses i like are clashing... Wad to do? N wif so many pals leaving, i am feelin quite sad... but at least there is still MY ard... though he will probably too buried in his coursework ... Maybe its time i start to mix ard more... n know more ppl... hmmm...

have been very busy this week, yes its tt adrenaline rush which i haven felt fer some time... But now i realised, its not too fun... heh... Too much stuff to do, my units are finally startin to push me...
But its all over soon, or so i hope... Juz wanna haf 1 nite where i can lie in my bed, listen to nice music, sip upon a bottle of grapefruit juice, n do nothing...