This will be an emo month...

Nothing is going well...

This is officially the 2nd worst day in my life over here...
Its not just the things that happen, its more of the emotional effect I'm feeling.

My appointment with my supt got postponed, again. Its like I've spent so much effort trying to read all the crap tt was written and trying to understand it. And I really want to be able to learn and see how I can help. But well, i just get my meetings pushed back again. Its like my effort to try to prepare for this just isnt getting appreciated at all. I dunno what to say, but its a depressing day.

And I get called a spin doctor by someone. All I ever wanted to do was to make people happy, people that I care about happy. And it really hurts if the person u are trying to cheer up calls u that...

N financially, things just suck... Stocks are going down down down, N i just realised that a chunk of my allowance is taxable...

I know that individually, these might seem like really small things. But the effect they have on me, totally sucks. Perhaps I watch too much drama, perhaps I always try to do things the right way. But sometimes, always doing the right thing might just be too much for anyone, even me.

Last 2 weeks have been rather bad weeks...

Finally, at least 1 thing seems to be getting back to its usual state... though not the best, but at least its better than nth...

Now just hoping the other thing gets back to its usual state...

3 + 4 + 3 + 1.5 + 3.5 = 15

I really want to see how high this number can grow at the end of this...

N its really not fair...
Person A do task 1.
Person B do task 2.
Person C do task 3.
But what happens if task 1 is like 10 times, of task 3? Ok, 10 times is an UNDERSTATEMENT.

Fastest time ever from seeing a 100+ page book to finish reading it = 1.5 hrs.

There is 1 type of ppl I really cant stand...

The type who dun put in effort but just hope to be spoon fed.
The type who dxn think/read but just ask ask ask.
The type who claims that he is more suited to talking to people than reading.
The type who would pay money to buy a marathon shirt but yet dun go for it.

Some ppl might call this efficient. But I call this superficial.

Quote from Randy Pausch: "I waited until 39 to get married because I had to wait that long to find someone where her happiness was more important than mine."

I swear, that after this attachment, I will nv go for any long term overseas shit alone again ever.... This feeling sux... Sux to the core... Its like deja vu all over again... Zzzz...